France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
It was an old church, once white and comely beneath its lacework of
stone, which time and the hand of man had marred. Now it had become as
black as the Shulamite, and its beauty could only appeal to the hearts
of poets; it was a church “little and poor and old,” like the mother of
François Villon, who perchance in her day came to kneel in its
precincts, and saw on the walls, nowadays whitewashed, that painted
paradise, the harps of which she believed she could hear, and that
inferno where the damned suffered fiery torment, which caused the worthy
soul to be much afraid. Gestas entered into the House of God. He saw no
one within, not even any one to offer him holy water, not even a poor
woman like the mother of François Villon. Ranged in seemly order in the
nave, a congregation of chairs alone bore witness to the faith of the
parishioners, and seemed to sustain public worship.
In the cool, moist shade afforded by the vaulting Gestas turned to his
right towards the aisle where, close to the porch, before a statue of
the Virgin, a pyramidal frame of iron displayed its pointed teeth, on
which, however, not a single taper now burned. Then as he gazed on the
image, white, pink, and blue in colour, smiling from the midst of little
gold and silver hearts hung up as votive offerings, he bent his stiff
old legs, wept tears like St. Peter, and sobbed out tender, disconnected
words: “Holy Virgin, Mother, Mary, Mary, your child, your child,
Mother!” But very speedily he rose up again, took several rapid steps,
and stopped in front of a confessional. Framed of oak, darkened by the
passage of time, oiled as are the beams of an olive press, this
confessional had the irreproachable, homely, intimate appearance of an
old linen cupboard. On its panels religious symbols carved in shell-like
lozenges and rusticated work called up the memory of the townswomen of
the olden time, who had come hither to bow their caps with lofty
erections of lace and lave their housewifely souls in this type of the
cleansing piscina. Where they had set their knees Gestas set his, and
with lips close up to the wooden grating called in a hushed voice:
“Father! father!” As no one answered his call he knocked very gently
with his finger on the wicket.
“Father! father!”
He wiped his eyes so as to see better through the holes in the grating,
and thought he could make out through the dimness the white surplice of
a priest.
He repeated—
“Father! father! pray listen to me. I am in need of confession, I must
cleanse my soul; it is black and dirty; it disgusts me; it turns my
stomach. Quick, father, the bath of repentance, the bath of pardon, the
bath of Jesus. At the thought of my impurities my heart comes into my
mouth, and I am ready to spew with disgust at my uncleanness. The bath,
the bath of cleansing!”
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