France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, French -- Translations into English
after which he returned to the most populous districts and ordered
_vermouth_ and a sort of mixture of dregs in various cafés. Eight
o’clock struck. He walked very erect, with a steady, rigid, solemn gait;
he was astonished when women, running to buy provisions, with bare head
and their hair twisted in a knot low on the neck, ran against him with
their heavy baskets, or when he came into collision with some small girl
grasping an enormous loaf in her arms. Still, at times, if he crossed
the road the milkman’s cart, with its clinking, rattling tin cans, would
pull up so close to him that he could feel the horse’s warm breath on
his cheek. But he continued his way unhasting and careless of the
imprecations of the rustic milk-vendor. His gait, secure of support from
his dog-wood stick, was calm and haughty. But internally the old man was
staggering. Nothing was left of his early morning gaiety. The lark,
whose joyous trills had thrilled through him with his earliest sips of
the pale-hued wine, had sped away at a single flight, and now his soul
was a murky rookery, where crows croaked hoarsely upon inky trees. He
was mortally sad. A great disgust of himself welled up in his heart. The
voice of his repentance, his shame, cried out in him: “Hog, hog! What a
hog you are!” And he marvelled at that clear, angry voice, that superb
angel’s voice, which spoke mysteriously within himself, repeating: “Hog!
hog! What a hog you are!” A yearning desire for innocence and purity
woke in him. He wept; great tears fell down on his goat-like beard. He
wept over himself. Obedient to the words of his Master, who said, “Weep
for yourselves and for your children, O daughters of Jerusalem,” he shed
the bitter dew from his downcast eyes upon the body he had delivered up
to the seven deadly sins, and upon the obscene fancies born of his
drunkenness. The faith of his childhood revived in him, and spread out
fresh vigorous tendrils. From his lips pathetic prayers flowed forth. He
said under his breath: “O God, grant me to become once more even as the
little child which once was I!” At the moment he offered up this simple
petition he realized that he was standing under a church porch.
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