City and town life -- Fiction; Foundlings -- Fiction
" ... I knew well enough how she felt. Every woman in the world knows.
In that minute, or I missed my guess, she was finding herself clinging
passionate and rebellious to the mere ordered quiet of the life Alex
would make for her; to the mere outworn routine, the leisure of long
days in pretty rooms, of guests and house parties and all the little
happy flummery of hospitality, the doing-nothingness, or the nice tasks,
of travelling; the joy of sinking down quiet into the easy ways to do
and be. Something of the sheer, clear, mere self-indulgence of the
last-notch conservative was sweeping over her, the quiet, the order, the
plain _safety_ of the unchanging, of going along and going along and
leaving things pretty much as they are, expecting them to work
themselves out ... the lure of all keeping-stillness. And I knew she was
wondering, like women do when they're tired or blue or get a big job to
do or see a house like the Cadozas', why, after all, she shouldn't, in
Alex's way, make herself as dainty in morals and intellect as she could
and if she wanted to 'meddle,' to do so at arm's length, with some of
the material that is cheap and abundant--like Chris....
"'Maybe there isn't any use trying to do anything with Chris, either,' I
says brutal. 'Mebbe Nature's way _is_ best. Mebbe she knows best when to
let them die off.'
"Robin's arms kind of shut up on the little kiddie. He looked up.
"'Did you squeeze me on purpose?' he whispered.
"She nodded at him.
"'What for?' he asks.
"'Just loving,' she answered.
"After that, we sat still for a long time. Insley came back with the
medicine, and told me what to do if the sick man came to. Then he filled
and lit the bracket lamp that seemed to make more shadows than light,
and then he stopped beside Robin--as gentle as a woman over a plant--and
asked her if she wanted anything. He come through the room several
times, and once him and her smiled, for a still greeting, almost as
children do. After a while he come with a little basket of food that he
had had Abagail put up to the bakery, and we tried to eat a little
something, all of us. And all the while the man on the bed lay like he
was locked up in some new, thick kind of silence.
"When eight o'clock had gone, we heard what I had been expecting to
hear--the first wheels and footsteps on the Plank Road directed towards
Proudfit House. And Insley come in, and went over to Robin, and found
Chris asleep in her arms, and he took him from her and laid him on the
sagging Brussels couch.
"'You must go now,' he says to Robin, with his kind of still authority
that wan't ordering nor schoolmastery, nor you-do-as-I-say, but was
just something that made you want to mind him. 'I'll wake Chris and take
him in at the least change--but you must go back at once.'
"And of course I was going to stay. Some of my minds was perfectly
willing not to be at the party in any case, and anyhow the rest of them
wanted to stay with Chris.
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