Her courage, oh God! her courage! How she had ridden that little mad
devil of a mare! There wasn't a man out who would have got her over
that big country as she had! And then, when that cur had done his
dirty work and bolted, was there a whimper or a cry from her? She had
faced the music; she had started off to get the gun herself. He knew,
just a little, just dimly, he told himself humbly, what the sight of
suffering was to her, and she had stood up to it. She, with her
passion for animals; she, with her tender, tender heart! Larry, who
believed himself to be profoundly introspective, did not know that it
was his own flawless physical courage, finding and recognising its
fellow in Christian, that had first lit the flame. He thought it was
her face, with its delicate charm, its faint, elusive loveliness, that
had felled him, laid him low, devastated him. He pleased himself in
reiterating his overthrow, in enumerating its causes, while he banged
bundles of canvases on to the floor, and pitched clattering
sketching-easels and stools into corners, and covered tables and
chairs with the myriad colour-boxes, sketch-books, palettes of every
shape and variety, brushes, bottles, all the snares that the ingenious
_marchand à couleurs_ spreads in the sight of the bird, and into
which the bird, especially if he be, like Larry, a rich amateur,
cheerfully hops. He hardly was aware of what he was doing, his hot
thoughts raced in his brain. It seemed to him now to have been years
ago that he saw her, in the grey light, riding towards him on Nancy.
She had said that he might paint her; that was all that he had thought
of then. Much had happened since then; the supreme thing had happened
since then! Nothing else really mattered, he thought, sitting down on
the edge of a half-empty packing case, and lighting a cigarette, not
even the shooting of Nancy. He would give her a dozen Nancys if she
wanted them! The first and most important thing in the world was to
see her again; and he had to arrange how, and when, and where he
should paint her. Obviously he must at once proceed to Mount Music.
There is a saying among Larry's countrymen: "If a man want a thing he
_mus'_ have it!" Fortune had, so far, been kind to Larry, and
those things that he had wanted sufficiently, he had had. It now
remained to be proved if the rule were to have an exception.
"I'm going over to Mount Music just now," he said to Frederica at tea
time. "I want to see them all. Will you come, Aunt Freddy?"
Aunt Freddy looked perturbed.
"You haven't seen Cousin Dick yet, have you?"
"No. How could I? He wasn't out. I've seen no one yet but Christian."
His voice lingered on the beloved name, beloved, consciously, since so
few hours.
But Aunt Freddy was not apt to perceive fine shades, and she was,
moreover, occupied with the framing of a warning.
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