Christian's quick ears had heard his voice on the stairs, and she met
him in the hall. Larry stood irresolute at the door of the study. His
eyes met those of the Doctor, and something during the interchange of
glances suggested that his presence was not desired. He returned to
the study and shut the door, and wished that he could have a word
alone with the Doctor, just to put him up to what to say to Christian.
He could hear the heavy rumble of the Doctor's bass voice, and the
soft alto murmur of Christian's replies. She had the Irish voice,
pitched on a low note, an instrument more apt for pathos than for
gaiety, which is, perhaps, what gives to its gaiety so special a
charm.
Larry stood by the window with his hands in his pockets, trying to
steady himself. Deep under his panic uncertainty as to the strength of
his hold on Christian, was the anger that Dick's denunciation had
roused in him, and momently, as his mind went back over the interview,
remembrance of the insults became more unendurable. Abuse from the old
to the young, and from a sick man to a sound one, cannot fail to
rankle, since it cannot be flung back. Generosity may impose silence,
but it cannot obliterate an insult or heal a wound.
Christian came into the room; he heard her come, but he would not look
round. She slid her hand into his arm.
"Larry! Dear! Listen to me; there's no way out of it but patience! Dr.
Mangan says he _must_ be kept absolutely quiet, and have nothing
to annoy him. He says he might die in an instant in one of those
attacks. He's not himself now, Larry--so little makes him lose
self-control--" She paused, but Larry did not speak. "You couldn't
want me to sacrifice the little share of life left to him to our
happiness; I know you couldn't! Larry, he's an old man; it can't be
for very long--"
"I don't see that that follows," said Larry, implacably. "He had
strength enough to blackguard me very thoroughly, and it hasn't done
him any harm. It seems to me, _I'm_ the one to be sacrificed!"
"He spoke to Mother about us--about what you said to him. He began
about it the instant he could speak. She--" Christian hesitated,
"she could only quiet him by saying there was no engagement between
us."
"Then she said what wasn't true!"
"Oh, it _must_ be true!" said Christian, desperately; "it's got
to be true--"
"Very well," said Larry, moving away, so that her hand fell from his
arm. "If it's got to be true I suppose there's no more to be said. I
may as well go. After all, I daresay you're well quit of me. Your
father says I'm a damned Papist and--"
"I won't listen to you!" broke in Christian. "What's the use of
hurting me and hurting yourself like this? Larry, I'll wait for you
for ever--you know that--time will make no difference. Don't make it
harder for me than it must be!"
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