Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
"Leave me to starve," interrupted Stella, hurriedly; "no, I have plenty
of money. While--while we were happy Mr. Hamleigh lavished his money
upon me--he was always absurdly generous--and if I wanted money now I
should have but to hold out my hand. I have never known the want of
money since I left my attic--four and sixpence a week, with the use of
the kitchen fire, to boil a kettle, or cook a chop--when my resources
rose to a chop--it was oftener a bloater. Do you know, the other day,
when I was dreadfully ill and they had been worrying me with invalid
turtle, jellies, oysters, caviare, all kinds of loathsome
daintinesses--and the doctor said I should die if I didn't eat--I
thought perhaps I might get back the old appetite for bloater and bread
and butter--I used to enjoy a bloater tea so in those old days--but it
was no use--the very smell of the thing almost killed me--the whole
house was poisoned with it."
She prattled on, looking up at Christabel with a confiding smile. The
visit had taken quite a pleasant turn. She had no idea that anything
serious was to come of it. Her quondam lover's affianced wife had taken
it into her head to come and see what kind of stuff Mr. Hamleigh's
former idol was made of--that was all--and the lady's amiability was
making the interview altogether agreeable.
Yet, in another moment, the pain and sorrow in Christabel's face showed
her and there was something stronger than frivolous curiosity in the
lady's mind.
"Pray be serious with me," said Christabel. "Remember that the welfare
of three people depends upon my resolution in this matter. It would be
easy for me to say--I will shut my eyes to the past: he has told me that
he loves me--and I will believe him. But I will not do that. I will not
live a life of suspicion and unrest, just for the sweet privilege of
bearing him company, and being called by his name--dear as that thought
is to me. No, it shall be all or nothing. If I cannot have his whole
heart I will have none of it. You confess that you wear his picture next
your heart. Do you still love him?"
"Yes--always--always--always," answered the actress, fervently. This at
least was no bold-faced lie--there was truth's divine accent here.
"There is no man like him on this earth." And then in low impassioned
tones she quoted those passionate lines of Mrs. Browning's:--
There is no one beside thee, and no one above thee;
Thou standest alone as the nightingale sings;
And my words, that would praise thee, are impotent things.
"And do you believe that he has quite left off loving you?"
"No," answered the actress, looking up at her with flashing eyes, "I
don't believe it. I don't believe he could after all we have been to
each other. It isn't in human nature to forget such love as ours."
"And you believe--if he were free--if he had not engaged himself to
me--perhaps hardly intending it--he would come back to you?"
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