Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"Is that really your opinion?" cried the enraptured soldier; "or are you
saying this just to please me--to reconcile me to my jog-trot life, my
modest surroundings?"
"I mean every word I say."
"Then it is in your power to make me richer in happiness than Rothschild
or Baring. Dearest Miss Bridgeman, dearest Jessie, I think you must know
how devotedly I love you! Till to-day I have not dared to speak, for my
limited means would not have allowed me to maintain a wife as the woman
I love ought to be maintained; but this morning's post brought me the
news of the death of an old Admiral of the Blue, who was my father's
first cousin. He was a bachelor like myself--left the Navy soon after
the signing of Sir Henry Pottinger's treaty at Nankin in '42--never
considered himself well enough off to marry, but lived in a lodging at
Devonport, and hoarded and hoarded and hoarded for the mere abstract
pleasure of accumulating his surplus income; and the result of his
hoarding--combined with a little dodging of his investments in stocks
and shares--is, that he leaves me a solid four hundred a year in Great
Westerns. It is not much from some people's point of view, but, added to
my existing income, it makes me very comfortable. I could afford to
indulge all your simple wishes, my dearest! I could afford to help your
family!"
He took her hand. She did not draw it away, but pressed his gently, with
the grasp of friendship.
"Don't say one word more--you are too good--you are the best and kindest
man I have ever known!" she said, "and I shall love and honour you all
my life; but I shall never marry! I made up my mind about that, oh! ever
so long ago. Indeed, I never expected to be asked, if the truth must be
told."
"I understand," said the Major, terribly dashed. "I am too old. Don't
suppose that I have not thought about that. I have. But I fancied the
difficulty might be got over. You are so different from the common run
of girls--so staid, so sensible, of such a contented disposition. But I
was a fool to suppose that any girl of----"
"Seven-and-twenty," interrupted Jessie; "it is a long way up the hill of
girlhood. I shall soon be going down on the other side."
"At any rate, you are more than twenty years my junior. I was a fool to
forget that."
"Dear Major Bree," said Jessie, very earnestly, "believe me, it is not
for that reason, I say No. If you were as young--as young as Mr.
Hamleigh--the answer would be just the same. I shall never marry. There
is no one, prince or peasant, whom I care to marry. You are much too
good a man to be married for the sake of a happy home, for status in the
world, kindly companionship--all of which you could give me. If I loved
you as you ought to be loved I would answer proudly, Yes; but I honour
you too much to give you half love."
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