Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"Then I will not say another word, except to tell you that your goodness
to me in these latter days--your friendship, so frankly, so freely
given--has steeped my soul in peace--has filled my mind with sweet
memories which will sooth my hours of decline, when I am far from this
dear house where I was once so happy. I wish I could leave some pleasant
memory here when I am gone--I wish your boy had been old enough to
remember me in the days to come, as one who loved him better than any
one on earth could love him, after his father and mother."
Christabel answered no word. She sat with her hand before her
eyes--tears streaming slowly down her cheeks--tears that were happily
invisible in the faint light of the shaded lamps and the fading fire.
And then they went on to talk of life in the abstract--its
difficulties--its problems--its consolations--and of death--and the dim
world beyond--the unknown land of universal recompense, where the deep
joys striven after here, and never attained, are to be ours in a purer
and more spiritual form--where love shall no longer walk hand in hand
with pain and sorrow, dogged by the dark spectre Death.
Illness and solitude had done much to exalt and spiritualize Angus
Hamleigh's mind. The religion of dogma, the strict hard-and-fast creed
which was the breath of life to Leonard's mother, had never been
grappled with or accepted by him--but it was in his nature to be
religious. Never at his worst had he sheltered his errors under the
brazen front of paganism--never had he denied the beauty of a pure and
perfect life, a simple childlike faith, heroic self-abnegating love of
God and man. He had admired and honoured such virtue in others, and had
been sorry that Nature had cast him in a lower mould. Then had come the
sentence which told him that his days here were to be of the fewest,
and, without conscious effort, his thoughts had taken a more serious
cast. The great problem had come nearer home to him--and he had found
its only solution to be hope--hope more or less vague and dim--more or
less secure and steadfast--according to the temperament of the thinker.
All metaphysical argument for or against--all theological teaching could
push the thing no further. It seemed to him that it was the universal
instinct of mankind to desire and hope for an imperishable life, purer,
better, fairer than the life we know here--and that innate in every
human breast there dwells capacity for immortality, and disbelief in
extinction--and to this universal instinct he surrendered himself
unreservedly, content to demand no stronger argument than that grand
chapter of Corinthians which has consoled so many generations of
mourners.
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