Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"I thought I was doing my duty," she told herself helplessly, as she sat
looking out at the dark water, above which the moon was rising in the
cloudless purple of a southern night. "Oh! how wicked that woman was to
hide the truth from me--to let me sacrifice my love and my
lover--knowing her own falsehood all the time. And now she is the wife
of another man! How she must have laughed at my folly! I thought it was
Angus who had deserted her, and that if I gave him up, his own
honourable feeling would lead him to atone for that past wrong. And now
I know that no good has been done--only infinite evil."
She thought of Angus, a lonely wanderer on the face of the earth; jilted
by the first woman he had loved, renounced by the second, with no close
ties of kindred--uncared for and alone. It was hard for her to think of
this, whose dearest hope had once been to devote her life to caring for
him and cherishing him--prolonging that frail existence by the tender
ministrations of a boundless love. She pictured him in his loneliness,
careless of his health, wasting his brief remnant of life--reckless,
hopeless, indifferent.
"God grant he may fall in love with some good woman, who will cherish
him as I would have done," was her unselfish prayer; for she knew that
domestic affection is the only spell that can prolong a fragile life.
It was a weak thing no doubt next morning, when she was passing through
the hall of the hotel, to stop at the desk on which the visitors' book
was kept, and to look back through the signatures of the last three
weeks for that one familiar autograph which she had such faint chance of
ever seeing again in the future. How boldly that one name seemed to
stand out from the page; and even coming upon it after a deliberate
search, what a thrill it sent through her veins! The signature was as
firm as of old. She tried to think that this was an indication of health
and strength--but later in the same day, when she was alone in her
sitting-room, and her tea was brought to her by a German waiter--one of
those superior men whom it is hard to think of as a menial--she ventured
to ask a question.
"There was an English gentleman staying here about three weeks ago: a
Mr. Hamleigh. Do you remember him?" she asked.
The waiter interrogated himself silently for half a minute, and then
replied in the affirmative.
"Was he an invalid?"
"Not quite an invalid, Madame. He went out a little--but he did not seem
robust. He never went to the opera--or to any public entertainment. He
rode a little--and drove a little--and read a great deal. He was much
fonder of books than most English gentlemen."
"Do you know where he went when he left here?"
"He was going to the Italian lakes."
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