Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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"A reason for your being heartily sick of the house--as I am. But I
suppose in your case there are associations--sentimental associations."
"The house is filled with memories of my second mother!"
"Yes--and there are other memories--associations which you love to nurse
and brood upon. I think I know all about it--can read up your feelings
to a nicety."
"You can think and say what you please, Leonard," she answered, looking
at him with unaltered calmness, "but you will never make me disown my
love of this place, and its surroundings. You will never make me ashamed
of being fond of the home in which I have spent my life."
"I begin to think there is very little shame in you," Leonard muttered
to himself, as he walked away.
He had said many bitter words to his wife--had aimed many a venomed
arrow at her breast--but he had never made her blush, and he had never
made her cry. There were times when a dull hopeless anger consumed
him--anger against her--against Nature--against Fate--and when his only
relief was to be found in harsh and bitter speech, in dark and sullen
looks. It would have been a greater relief to him if his shots had gone
home--if his brutality had elicited any sign of distress. But in this
respect Christabel was heroic. She who had never harboured an ungenerous
thought was moved only to a cold calm scorn by the unjust and ungenerous
conduct of her husband. Her contempt was too thorough for the
possibility of resentment. Once, and once only, she attempted to reason
with a fool in his folly.
"Why do you make these unkind speeches, Leonard?" she asked, looking at
him with those calm eyes before which his were apt to waver and look
downward, hardly able to endure that steady gaze. "Why are you always
harping upon the past--as if it were an offence against you? Is there
anything that you have to complain of in my conduct--have I given you
any cause for anger?"
"Oh, no, none. You are simply perfect as a wife--everybody says so--and
in the multitude of counsellors, you know. But it is just possible for
perfection to be a trifle cold and unapproachable--to keep a man at
arm's length--and to have an ever-present air of living in the past
which is galling to a husband who would like--well--a little less
amiability, and a little more affection. By Heaven, I wouldn't mind my
wife being a devil, if I knew she was fond of me. A spitfire, who would
kiss me one minute and claw me the next, would be better than the calm
superiority which is always looking over my head."
"Leonard, I don't think I have been wanting in affection. You have done
a great deal to repel my liking--yes--since you force me to speak
plainly--you have made my duty as a wife more difficult than it need
have been. But, have I ever forgotten that you are my husband, and the
father of my child? Is there any act of my life which has denied or made
light of your authority? When you asked me to marry you I kept no
secrets from you: I was perfectly frank."
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