Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Mount Royal: A Novel. Volume 3 of 3
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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With that unearthly sound still following her, she went up the winding
hill-side path, and then slowly descended to the darkness of the
churchyard--so sunk and sheltered that it seemed like going down into a
vault.
Just then the moon leapt from behind an inky cloud, and, in that ghostly
light, Christabel saw the pale grey granite cross which had been erected
in memory of Angus Hamleigh. It stood up in the midst of nameless
mounds, and humble slate tablets, pale and glittering--an unmistakable
sign of the spot where her first lover lay. Once only before to-night
had she seen that monument. Absorbed in the pursuit of a Pagan scheme of
vengeance she had not dared to come within the precincts of the church,
where she had knelt and prayed through all the sinless years of her
girlhood. To-night some wild impulse had brought her here--to-night,
when that crime which she called retribution was on the point of
achievement.
She went with stumbling footsteps through the long grass, across the low
mounds, till she came to that beneath which Angus Hamleigh lay. She fell
like a lifeless thing at the foot of the cross. Some loving hand had
covered the mound of earth with primroses and violets, and there were
low clambering roses all round the grave. The scent of sweetbriar was
mixed with the smell of earth and grass. Some one had cared for that
grave, although she, who so loved the dead, had never tended it.
"Oh, my love! my love!" she sobbed, with her face upon the grass and the
primrose leaves, and her arms clasping the granite; "my murdered
love--my first, last, only lover--before to-morrow's sun is down your
death will be revenged, and my life will be over! I have lived only for
that--only for that, Angus, my love, my love!" She kissed the cold wet
grass more passionately than she had ever kissed the dead face
mouldering underneath it. Only to the dead--to the utterly lost and
gone--is given this supreme passion--love sublimated to despair. From
the living there is always something kept back--something saved and
garnered for an after-gift--some reserve in the mind or the heart of the
giver; but to the dead love gives all--with a wild self-abandonment
which knows not restraint or measure. The wife who, while this man yet
lived, had been so rigorously true to honour and duty, now poured into
the deaf dead ears a reckless avowal of love--love that had never
faltered, never changed--love that had renounced the lover, and had yet
gone on loving to the end.
The wind came moaning out of the valley again with that sharp human cry,
as of lamentation for the dead.
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