This was not the first occasion in which he had detected Mary's mobile
features solidified into a harsh and unreasoning insensibility to fact.
Whenever he or one of the other children had cornered the mother into a
situation demanding condemnation of Paul, this self-gorgonized
expression hardened upon her; it hid any admission of surprise, any
criticism of the husband, for the moment. And he had observed that it
served a second function--persisted in, it gave time for the breach in
the confidence in Paul to heal without apparent scar; henceforth she
seemed to live in the self-imposed delusion that her husband had never
been at fault. She would have held as a model wife the Red Queen, who
had trained herself to believe six impossible things--presumably to her
royal husband's advantage--before each breakfast.
Pelham had come to despise this obvious scouting of reality, this
sentimentalizing which called facts what it would have them, not what
they were. He retorted rather sharply, "There's no use not believing me.
You know I am not lying; those were my father's words."
The smug overcast of unbelief became glacial; in serene security in her
husband's impeccability, no matter what the facts might be, she turned
toward the house. "I do not wish to have you discuss the matter any
further." Then, a softer look in her eyes, she came back to where the
son stood, and slipped an arm around his shoulder. "I'm doing this for
your own best interest, mother's dearest boy; just as your father has
decided in his wisdom that the time has come when you must leave the
cottage."
There was a preliminary catch in her voice, affectionate, affecting, and
not consciously affected. "God only knows, my son, how much I love
you...." She did not say any more, as if with a moment's clarity of
insight she doubted the appropriateness of the inevitable formula. She
threw a half-puzzled glance at him, that seemed rather to survey herself
through him, as she left off talking, passed up the steps, and through
the screen door--for all the world as if to screen herself further from
his, and perhaps her own, searching scrutiny.
Well, that was ended. Pelham prepared to move. He found a vacant room
with Mrs. Hernandez, wife of a comrade. The outlook on symmetrical
suburban homes, in a cheap section near the mountain's foot, was far
different from the rolling vistas he had been so fond of; but at least
his books and Sheff pictures reminded of the old place.
Jim Hewin, whose attentions to Diana continued, although without his
first impetuous insistence, questioned the girl about the matter on one
of their infrequent meetings under the dumb oaks on the crest. "Young
Judson left home?"
"Last week."
"Squabbled with his old man?"
"I reckon so.... He just left." She continued listlessly to stare at the
burning breath of the far furnaces.
At length her moping could not be ignored. "What's the matter, gal?
What's on your mind?" He tried lightly to shake her out of her
melancholy.
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