Never had he needed a mother as now, Jane felt, as she bent her energy
toward his tired spirit. He needed more than a mother; his feverish
driving unrest would quiet, in arms that held him closer than a mother's
might. The time had come for her to be mother to him, and something
else. Winner or not, he was a hearty fighter ... decent.... Jane
Lauderdale Judson ... the name meant something now; she had helped it
mean something. A tired boy; her tired boy....
He looked up into her face at last. Her eyes, radiant with unspoken
caresses, were a madonna's ... twin stars over a fretted sea; twin
stars, in a heaven so near that he could reach and touch it. Unsteadied,
he swung painfully to a seat beside her. Then, compelled by her dominant
eyes, he turned and faced her in the shadowy hush. Unsteadily he put out
his two arms, touching her lightly, fearfully, upon the shoulders, and
lingering there. The pressure of his fingers drew her toward him; a
pressure from no visible fingers pushed him inexorably toward her. He
felt her breast touch him softly, and settle contentedly against him. He
pressed his flushed face against the soft neck and the tendrils of her
hair; his lips lay against her flesh, although he did not dare move
them.
There was an unhurried rapture of stirless content. Half solaced for the
moment, he released her; but his eyes could not leave hers, nor his face
move far from her own.
Her clear voice came to him quietly, with the mellow reverberations of a
gong touched in dusky stillness. "Stupid...." He could not read the
half-closed eyes; he had to lean closer to make out the words. "Is that
all?... Must I ask you?..."
His lips touched hers, closed upon them, clung there. A giddy faintness
came with the long-withheld ardor; his eyes shut out sight, the other
senses ceased for the moment--the frantic remnant of his will and
consciousness seeking to make the moment perpetual. His own being seemed
to flow out and into the other, he seemed to absorb from the vital
contact all of the inestimable dearness that she meant to him. This
consummation, devoutly unwished for so long, was for that reason in its
realization doubly dear; it brought an ecstasy so brimming that for the
time no other sensation found space to obtrude.
Too soon, to his heart, the ecstatic eternity ended. Suddenly ashamed of
her daring in permitting the tardy rapture, not to think of inviting it,
Jane drew back, releasing her tingling lips into a prim pucker of
uncertainty. He sought her a second time, quickened to an arrogant sense
of ownership of intangible wonders. Her protest reached him: "We
shouldn't, Pelham dear...."
She found her lips too busied to frame more negative commandments,
despite her unevenly ebbing struggles of protest.
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