Mr. Arnold: A romance of the RevolutionLynde, Francis
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Mr. Arnold: A romance of the Revolution
Lynde, Francis
Arnold, Benedict, 1741-1801 -- Fiction
It was an ill time for good thoughts, and, conversely, the very pick
and choice of times for the tormenting kind. What masked batteries,
trained to blow us into eternity, would the rising sun reveal? We had
the little red-nosed navy ensign’s word for it that we had been missed
and that the hue and cry had been raised; that the hunt headed, no
doubt, by the spy Askew, was already up. Would we be taken before I
could try the last brazen-faced throw of the dice? Just here, before
this door we were making a mock of guarding, I had parted from my
loved one with the heart of gold only a few short hours ago: should I
ever see Beatrix Leigh again?--or the men about our own troop fires in
the Hudson hills?--or the old home in tidewater Virginia? It seemed
altogether unlikely.
And Beatrix; what would she say and do when she should hear the news
and realize that, while I was no such despicable traitor as she had
believed me to be, I was, none the less, to die a traitor’s death with
a cord around my neck? Or, rather, was it not most unlikely that she
would ever hear of it at all until after the eternal gulf had opened
its abysmal chasm between us?
Over and again I tried to break away from these thought-furies; to set
calm reason on her seat, and to gather resolution for the impending
battle of the wits upon the outcome of which our two lives depended.
Never had I striven so hard for calmness and self-control; never was
the need greater, and never did the attainment seem more blankly
impossible. I was unutterably fagged and exhausted; our antagonist
would be fresh from a night’s rest, clear-eyed, with every faculty
sharpened and alert. I must fight defensively on the slippery ground of
deceit and dissimulation, while my opponent had all the advantages of
the attack.
By some strange good fortune I had been able hitherto to deceive
Arnold, by nature the most wary and suspicious of men; but sooner or
later there must come a turn in the longest road, and I was racked and
tormented by the fear that we were now approaching it. Conned over in
its details, the expedient I had hit on seemed foolhardy to a degree
and most pitifully unconvincing. Yet it was the only one, and I must
try it at all hazards. And as often as I came into collision with the
stern necessity, the despairing cry rose up out of the underdepths,
“Oh, that the morning would come and let us be at the end of this!”
Champe never spoke to me once in all that doleful marching back
and forth, nor I to him. I mistrusted that he had his own personal
kettle of fish to fry, and that his cooking fire was smoldering
evilly or blazing too high as often as mine. But he was not a man
to vocalize his soul-wrestlings; and, besides, he had a soldier’s
choicest gift--complete reliance on his commanding officer, and a blind
confidence that the brain which was paid to do the thinking would
somehow contrive to think to some good purpose.
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