Mr. Arnold: A romance of the RevolutionLynde, Francis
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Mr. Arnold: A romance of the Revolution
Lynde, Francis
Arnold, Benedict, 1741-1801 -- Fiction
“Good heavens, madam!” I ejaculated, forgetting all prudence in the
smarting of her unconscious stab; “you take a frightful risk in
recommending any one in these uncertain times, and especially one who
is himself a forsworn--” I stopped in mid-career, remembering that I
was treading upon doubly dangerous ground in thus pointing out my own
unfitness to the woman who was the wife of the chief forswearer of his
age.
“Ah, you are modest, Mr. Page,” she said, being so good and gentle
herself as to be unable to see guile in others. And then she added:
“You must not try to draw me into the King-and-Congress of it. I used
to think I could know and take sides; but now I leave those things to
others, and try to rise above them. When this bitter war is over and
become a thing of the past, we shall see more clearly than we do now.”
“I would to God it were over at this moment,” I rejoined gloomily.
“I can credit you in that wish: though you are young and eager and a
soldier, Mr. Page. War is a very terrible thing, full of peril and
danger to those we love; full of weary heart-strainings for us poor
women who can only stand and wait. You will serve the general well,
will you not, Captain Page?”--this most wistfully.
This time I could have cried out with the pain it gave me to deceive
this dear lady. Here was a thing I had never bargained for, even in my
wildest imaginings of the crookings and turnings of the way into which
I had set my feet. And now, again, Mr. Hamilton’s qualifying words came
back to me. How much farther could I go and have any semblance of
honor left? But Mistress Margaret was waiting for her answer, and I am
glad she can never know what it cost me to give it.
“I shall not serve the general any the less faithfully for any word you
have spoken, be assured, dear madam,” I said, descending once more, and
still more reluctantly, to the despicable double meanings.
“I shall sleep the easier for that assurance,” she said warmly, flaying
me afresh; and then continuing with the sweet archness of the Margaret
Shippen I had met in her father’s home: “I know you, Captain, better
than you know me--having Beatrix Leigh for a fellow guest under this
same roof.”
“Mistress Beatrix would never say a word for me,” I blurted out.
“Oh, no; certainly not for you in person,” was the half-quizzical
retort. “But for your family. One would think, to hear her talk, that
the Pages,--always excepting yourself, of course, Mr. Richard,--were
the lords of the manor and the first gentlemen of Virginia. I promise
you, she has given you a name to live up to.”
Now was my time, and I did not let the opportunity slip.
“I wish she might be prevailed upon to give me a little sight of
herself--for my leave-taking--Mistress Arnold. Could you--would you--”
She was shaking her head in despair--mock or real, I could not tell
which.
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