Christmas stories; Dickens, Charles, 1812-1870. Christmas carol -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
"See here, Bingle, I don't like your tone. It sounds preachy. You don't
know anything about life, so you can't understand. That sort of thing
is--well, it happens to a good many men and no one thinks much about
it. I daresay that half the men you know have had just such an
experience. It's part of the game here in New York. The girls
understand it. They have no illusions. They know that these men
cannot--or will not marry them. So, as you don't know anything about
life as it's practised now-a-days, I'd advise you to go slow with your
platitudes."
"All right, Force," said Mr. Bingle quietly. "If that's the way you
feel about it, there's no use wasting time over nothing. I can't resist
saying, however, that I didn't think it was in you to be so damned
cold-blooded."
"Cold-blooded over what? The Glenn girl? Why, my dear man, that was
nearly thirteen years ago. I am sorry that she had to go the way she
did, but, good Lord, I can't go through life in sackcloth and ashes
because she died--as a lot of people do, every year, you know. Hers was
not an uncommon case. There are thousands just like it happening every
year. It's the price we all pay, men and women. There's no use being
sentimental about a perfectly commonplace--I might even say
legitimate--transaction. Agnes Glenn was like the rest of her kind: she
had a very sharp pair of eyes open all of the time, you may be quite
sure of that. I will say this for her, poor little devil: she was no
blackmailer. She got down and out when the time came and she never
squealed. That's more than most of 'em do, Bingle. 'Pon my soul, old
man, I came here to see you this morning fairly trembling in my boots.
I had an idea it was going to be a hard, nasty business talking it over
with you, but--by George, it isn't. Now, we can get down to
rock-bottom, Bingle. My plan was to--"
"Just a minute, please," interrupted Mr. Bingle, quite steadily. "Did
you know that she was going to become a mother?"
"Certainly. You don't suppose I'd be looking for the child if I hadn't
known she was to be born, do you? I'd be a nice fool, hiring detectives
to unearth some other man's child, wouldn't I?"
"I must agree with you in one particular, Force; you are not finding it
as hard as you thought it would be. I've never seen a man change more
than you have in the past four minutes. You were shaking like a leaf
when you came up here, and now--well, 'pon my soul, you are as brave as
a lion. That certainly proves one thing."
"What's that?"
"That your conscience is clearing."
"Now, don't get it into your head, Bingle, that I'm not dreadfully
sorry for the way that poor girl came to her end. She was really a
brick. She deserved something better."
"Knowing that she was going to bear your child, Force, you have every
reason, I am sure, to say that she was a brick. I, too, say that she
deserved something better than being the mother of your child. What
happened? Did she leave you of her own accord?"
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