Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
“One moment, and I'll have finished,” he cried. “I've no doubt you are
prepared for what I am going to say. I have purposely led up to it, in
order that there might be no misunderstanding. In short, I have never
seen another woman with personal characteristics so well suited for my
life, and I want you to marry me, Victoria. I can offer you the position
of the wife of a man with a public career--for which you are so well
fitted.”
Victoria shook her head slowly, and smiled at him.
“I couldn't fill the position,” she said.
“Perhaps,” he replied, smiling back at her, “perhaps I am the best judge
of that.”
“And you thought,” she asked slowly, “that I was that kind of a woman?”
“I know it to be a practical certainty,” said Mr. Crewe.
“Practical certainties,” said Victoria, “are not always truths. If I
should sign a contract, which I suppose, as a business man, you would
want, to live up to the letter of your specifications,--even then I
could not do it. I should make life a torture for you, Humphrey. You
see, I am honest with you, too--much as your offer dazzles me.” And she
shook her head again.
“That,” exclaimed Mr. Crewe, impatiently, “is sheer nonsense. I want
you, and I mean to have you.”
There came a look into her eyes which Mr. Crewe did not see, because her
face was turned from him.
“I could be happy,” she said, “for days and weeks and years in a but on
the side of Sawanec. I could be happy in a farm-house where I had to
do all the work. I am not the model housewife which your imagination
depicts, Humphrey. I could live in two rooms and eat at an Italian
restaurant--with the right man. And I am afraid the wrong one would wake
up one day and discover that I had gone. I am sorry to disillusionize
you, but I don't care a fig for balls and garden-parties and salons. It
would be much more fun to run away from them to the queer places of the
earth--with the right man. And I should have to possess one essential to
put up with--greatness and what you call a public career.”
“And what is that essential?” he asked.
“Love,” said Victoria. He heard the word but faintly, for her face
was still turned away from him. “You've offered me the things that are
attainable by taking thought, by perseverance, by pertinacity, by the
outwitting of your fellow-men, by the stacking of coins. And I want--the
unattainable, the divine gift which is bestowed, which cannot be
acquired. If it could be acquired, Humphrey,” she added, looking at him,
“I am sure you would acquire it--if you thought it worth while.”
“I don't understand you,” he said,--and looked it.
“No,” said Victoria, “I was afraid you wouldn't. And moreover, you never
would. There is no use in my trying to make myself any clearer, and
you'll have to keep your appointment. I hesitate to contradict you, but
I am not the kind of woman you want. That is one reason I cannot marry
you. And the other is, that I do not love you.”
“You can't be in love with any one else?” he cried.
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