Love stories; New England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
He could not rest, and soon resumed his sentinel tramp along the
shore. There for hours he walked, the breakers counting his moments
drearily. The horizon all to seaward was a black line, and over it
the sky was lurid blankness; it did not tempt the voyaging hope to
circle ocean, chasing distant dawn. He could not seek a refuge for
his miserable hopelessness in that reasoning with the infinite called
prayer. Was it to make him happy or content that men, questioning the
infinite and receiving for all answer, “Mystery!” had essayed for
themselves to interpret this dim oracle and had feigned to find that
sorrows and agonies are strengthening blessings? So the happy and the
placid say: so say not the lonely and bereaved. Pain is an accursed
wrong, for all our self-beguiling and self-flattery in its lulls.
This was a man of thorough, tested manhood. There was no experience
that educates the body and the mind which he had not proved. All this
preparation was done; he was facing the duties of his full manhood. And
now that was to happen, that sorrow he knew must come, which would make
every effort joyless, every achievement a vanity, every belief a doubt,
every day sick for its coming night of darkness, and every morn sad for
its uninvited dawning and eager for speedy night.
As he moved along the shore, he was aware again, as on the previous
night, of a shadow lurking in the dimness.
“Possibly a mischief-maker,” he thought, and half-concealing himself,
he waited to watch. The figure approached--a man. He stepped forward to
meet him in the moonlight.
“Paulding!”
“Dunstan!”
The two friends had not met since the picnic. Paulding knew, only as
everyone now knew, that his friend and Diana were engaged. He therefore
could conceive why there was one night wanderer by the shore. In a few
passionate words, he told Dunstan his own secret--the secret of his
sorrowful unrest. He, too, loved Diana.
“My dear friend,” said Dunstan tenderly, as the other sobbed and was
silent, “I have seemed almost a traitor to you and if I could have
dreamed of this, I would have even violated my pledge to tell you
before what I now can tell permittedly. I was too busy with my own
happiness in recovering Diana to think of any other man or woman.”
“Recovering her?” repeated Paulding. “Then you had already met----”
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