Love stories; New England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“‘Devil!’ screamed this maniac, ‘you shall not ruin my child, as you
have ruined me,’ and she stabbed Diana furiously in the side with a
knife. Then she leaped upon me. I had the bowie in my hand. There was
an instant’s struggle. I felt her cutting at my neck. I was not aware
of using my weapon, but she stiffened in my arms and sank away, bloody
and wounded. She died there in a moment, horribly--she, Diana’s mother!
“Diana had fallen fainting, but not unconscious--she had seen the
whole. I sprang to her. She repelled me with a look of horror. I was
covered with blood, my own, her mother’s, hers. I screamed for help.
The old nurse came out, crouching with terror. Diana dragged herself
away, turning back to give me a glance of utter agony.
“I was left alone with the corpse; I washed my own wounds; they were
but trifling. I longed for death. I seemed to myself an assassin. I set
myself to remove the traces of the struggle. The old nurse came out and
aided me, cowering and shrinking away as I touched her. We carried the
poor, lifeless body in--Diana’s mother, feebly like her daughter. Diana
joined us, pale to death. She gave me her hand solemnly.
“‘Go,’ she said, ‘this is between us forever--between me and my undying
love. I am better. Do not fear for me. Go. God save and pardon us. Let
this be a secret between us and Him.’
“I crept away like a guilty man. My horse had recovered from his
sprain; I rode off and left him with the nearest settler, five miles
from her house. I returned and lurked like a wild beast in the woods. I
saw the funeral. No one was present but her own people. She was pale,
but calm and strong. I must fly despairfully, and on my hands the
stain of her mother’s blood.
“My friend, the settler, told me as a piece of general indifferent news
that the madwoman up at the big house had killed herself in a fit. That
was the accepted story and went uncontradicted. Soon after, I joined
you in New York.
“That is my story. You can imagine the gradual calming of our minds, as
we recognised our real guiltlessness. You can understand why, to escape
questions, we seemed not to know each other. We learnt in our daily
meetings here that we need not shrink from a new friendship, and then,
by a chance confidence at the picnic, that our love was unchanged.
“And now, Paulding, forgive this unwilling reticence of mine. You know
what was this old wound. I fear the worst. But that we will not speak
of.”
“It is a wide world, Harry,” said Paulding. “There is room in it for
many exiles. I shall find my home for wandering--somewhere--anywhere.”
The moon sank away drearily, leaving a ghastly paleness in the west.
And the melancholy breakers, in darkness now, went on falling,
hesitating, lifting, falling on the black rocks, counting the measures
of a desolate eternity.
CHAPTER XXII
IN WHICH MR. BELDEN REACHES THE END OF HIS ROPE
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