Love stories; New England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Old Budlong looked up, with a sudden jerk of the head. His eyes, too,
were wet and his hands tremulous.
“Gentlemen,” said he, steadying his voice, which would have broken,
“I’m an old man, but I’ve been a kind husband, and as devoted to my
wife as I knew how. I sometimes thought she was a little gay and it
made me unhappy--but I was old and she was young, and I never thwarted
her. She has had everything she wished, and, gentlemen, I loved her
like a wife and a daughter. She was a beautiful woman, you know, and
I found her very poor, the daughter of one of my old cronies, and I
put her where she belonged, among splendid things. I have never seen
anything handsomer than she was, gentlemen, and I was proud of her.”
He spoke of her as if she were dead, and other lips were quivering, in
sympathy with his.
“Perhaps you have thought,” he went on, after a moment, with a quiet
dignity that was new to him and very touching, “that I was too much
away this summer; but when we came back from Europe, she asked me to
take a few thousands she had inherited from her uncle and operate with
them. So I’ve been at work for her all summer in that hot town. I paid
her over the profits last time I was down, in shares of the Manhattan
Bank, a good old stock, twenty-three thousand dollars. I thought
perhaps she’d like to feel more independent of the old man. I felt a
little vain of the operation, gentlemen, and I said to her, ‘You see,
Betty dear, your old boy does understand one thing, and that is how to
make money for you.’ She actually cried at that, she did, gentlemen,
and said she was very sorry I’d been away so much, working so hard,
and she wished she was good enough for me. That doesn’t look like a
bad woman,” he continued, wiping his eyes. “I can’t believe she’s
bad,--not at heart, my friends,--but you know I’m an old man and a
little rough, perhaps, and she didn’t like my being proud that I’d come
up from a deck-hand on a North River barge. It was to please her that
I stopped writing my name Flirney and bought my new house and tried to
study French and went to Europe. But it was too late--I was too old--I
couldn’t change--though God knows I tried!
“I’m sorry on Arabella’s account,” he added, more calmly. “She’s an
honest girl, and a pretty girl, and a good girl, too, though I say
it, and like her own mother, when we lived down in Pearl Street long
ago. Now, nobody will speak to the daughter of an old man whose wife
has----” And the broken-hearted old gentleman stopped and wiped his
eyes again.
“No! no! Peter Skerrett, lad,” he continued, “I know what you mean to
say. I love you like a son; but it’s no use. My name shall never bring
its disgrace upon anyone else.
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