Love stories; New England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Belden grew very shaky after this. Fear is a terribly wearing thing.
With prostration of his morale, physical feebleness began also to come.
He felt the consequences of his exhausting life. His hand trembled.
You would not have bet upon his snuffing a candle with the pistol
he carried. In fact, you would have thought it quite unsafe that he
should have a pistol. He might shoot a bystander or himself, as well
as an assailant. He played too much with that weapon with his nervous,
trembling fingers.
It was very soon discovered between him and his partner that their
flight was not a necessity of passion. Each had made a convenience of
the other, and it was not long before they knew it with mutual disgust.
The _intriguante_, to give her the benefit of all euphemism, found
out what a ruined villain she had hired for an escort: and she, in
revenge, made him understand her own good reasons for absence before
exposure. No very pleasant feeling, then, between this pair--certainly
not love--passion exhausted--contempt, disgust, hatred growing--only
between them the cohesion of guilt, and now of common terror. Chasing
him was the punishment of his last and of his first villainy and most
he dreaded the older vengeance of the younger man--that had a black,
looming weight of long accumulation, and if it fell upon him, would
fall with the vigorous force of youth. Chasing her was love changed,
as she thought, to hate; trust to contempt; faith outraged; pride
shattered; a man bitterly pursuing a woman who had been false to him;
a worthy husband, an unworthy wife: and besides this, the companion of
this pursuit was the person whom she would least wish to encounter as
the representative of that public scorn she had desperately fled to
escape. All this stole the bloom and freshness from the cheeks of the
late wife of Mr. Budlong; her flourishing days were past; her withering
days had come; and, alas! for her there would be no second spring to
follow winter.
Flight is fleet by night and day. Ways of dashing speed traverse half
the continent. Flight is independent and baffling with labyrinthine
choices. Pursuit must slowly seize its clew and follow cautiously.
In the early confidences of their departure, Belden had learnt the
extent of his partner’s resources--the twenty-three thousand dollars,
profits of Mr. Budlong’s summer toils.
“A neat capital,” thought Belden, “for a new country. When I get hold
of it, I’ll let her slide, and after this blows over, I can buy back
into society.”
So he made for the West, hiding his trail and covering his campfires.
But a coward dread permanently overcame him, and he often felt with
trembling fingers for his pistol and started when coachmen pointed at
him with threatening whips of would-be invitation, or hotel clerks
asked his name.
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