Gerald was, of course, the subject of these strictures, and George was
content not to contradict them.
"He evidently," continued Neaera, "simply cannot understand your
generosity. It's beyond him!"
"You mustn't rate what you call my generosity too high," said George.
"But what are you going to do, Mrs. Witt?"
Neaera spread her hands out with a gesture of despair.
"What am I to do? I am--desolate."
"So am I. We must console one another."
This speech was indiscreet. George recognised it, when Neaera's
answering glance reached him.
"That will make them talk worse than ever," she said, smiling. "You
ought never to speak to me again, Mr. Neston."
"Oh, we are damned beyond redemption, so we may as well enjoy
ourselves."
"No, you mustn't shock your friends still more."
"I have no friends left to shock," replied George, bitterly.
Neaera implored him not to say that, running over the names of such as
might be supposed to remain faithful. George shook his head at each
name: when the Pocklingtons were mentioned, his shake was big with
sombre meaning.
"Well, well," she said with a sigh, "and now what are you going to do?"
"Oh, nothing. I think some of us are going to have a run to Brighton. I
shall go, just to get out of this."
"Is Brighton nice now?"
"Nicer than London, anyhow."
"Yes. Mr. Neston----?"
"Yes, Mrs. Witt? Why don't you come too."
"At any rate, you'd--you and your friends--be somebody to speak to,
wouldn't you?" said Neaera, resting her chin on her hand and gazing at
George.
"Oh yes, you must come. We shall be very jolly."
"Poor us! But perhaps it will console us to mingle our tears."
"Will you come?" asked George.
"I shan't tell you," she said with a laugh. "It must be purely
accidental."
"A fortuitous concurrence? Very well. We go to-morrow."
"I don't want to know when you go."
"No. But we do."
Neaera laughed again, and George took his leave, better pleased with
the world than when he arrived. A call on a pretty woman often has this
effect; sometimes, let us add, to complete our commonplace, just the
opposite.
"Why shouldn't I?" he argued to himself. "I don't know why I should get
all the blame for nothing. If they think it of me, I may as well do
it."
But when George reached his lodgings, he found on the table, side by
side with Mr. Blodwell's final letter about the Brighton trip, Laura
Pocklington's note. And then--away went Brighton, and Neaera Witt, and
the reckless defiance of public opinion, and all the rest of it! And
George swore at himself for a heartless, distrustful, worthless person,
quite undeserving to receive such a letter from such a lady. And when
the second letter came the next morning, he swore again, at himself for
his meditated desertion, and by all his gods, that he would be worthy of
such favour.
"The child's a trump," he said, "a regular trump! And she shan't be
worried by hearing of me hanging about in Mrs. Witt's neighbourhood."
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