Jane-Anne made no reply. It is disconcerting to be snatched suddenly
from all the exciting panoply of a battle-field to a mere discussion as
to the position of boxes. She felt bewildered and unreal.
"Why don’t you answer me?" Mrs. Dew asked impatiently.
"I was reading," Jane-Anne repeated stupidly.
"An’ a very bad light to read in," said Mrs. Dew. "You come down into
the kitchen an’ give me a hand with the master’s dinner instead of
sittin’ hollerin’ there, and you put back that box in its proper place."
While Jane-Anne was washing up she remembered with contrition that she
had not marked a single text.
In two particulars only did she feel that she could never hope to
emulate Bruey. Firstly, because Bruey died in the last chapter of her
palpitations. Now nothing was more opposed to Jane-Anne’s aims than
that she should succumb to her crepitations. Secondly, she felt that
she could not hope even to approach Bruey’s noble self-abnegation in the
matter of hats.
Bruey at first taught her Sunday class wearing a beautiful best hat
adorned with roses; but on a senior teacher pointing out that this
embellishment might have a bad effect upon the morals of her infant
scholars, she begged her mother to remove the offending garniture and
replace it by a simple ribbon.
Never, Jane-Anne was assured, could she attain to such heights of
self-denial. She never had possessed a hat with roses, but if she ever
did—not all the Sunday-school teachers in creation should wrest them
from her. On that point her determination was rooted. She would follow
Bruey in all else but death-beds and hats. At present she felt that her
hat would not excite any emotion save loathing in no matter how
frivolous a breast. But if ever the day came—after all, Miss Stukely
had hydrangeas in her hat—and there was no need to model herself
slavishly on Bruey.
Much as she loved Mr. Wycherly, he caused her some heart-searching. She
adored him. To her, he seemed to combine in his own person every kind
and gracious and beautiful quality; but so far he had not said any "good
words" to her except that twice he had murmured, "God bless you." Not
one text had he quoted when they spake together, nor had he asked her
any of those searching intimate questions as to her spiritual condition,
that she found so exciting and so wonderfully easy to answer
satisfactorily.
She had the true mystic’s sense of nearness to the unseen; and in giving
to the lonely child this feeling of fellowship with the saints, this
serene confidence in Heaven’s interference in her affairs, Miss Stukely
and Bruey, between them, had bestowed on her a real and precious gift.
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