"May I read the books in the book-case in the parlour?" she asked
eagerly. "I’ll be so careful. I don’t spoil books, I truly don’t."
"Certainly you may; you will find many excellent books among them, and
when I come back—I’m going to London for a few days, to-morrow—you shall
tell me what you have read and we’ll talk it over together."
The book-case in the dining-room was full of books that had belonged to
Miss Esperance, and Mr. Wycherly felt that he was perfectly safe in
giving Jane-Anne permission to read any of them. He had never even
troubled to see what they were. He knew there was a whole edition of
Sir Walter and most of the standard novels up to about the year 1870.
Many theological works, and the little gilt books—precious these—that
had come to Miss Esperance from her own mother.
"You won’t be long away, I hope, sir?" Jane-Anne said wistfully. "It
will seem very lonely when you are gone."
"I shall not be a moment longer than I can help, and I shall expect to
hear all sorts of interesting news when I come back."
"Do you think I could ever learn to be a lady, sir—if I can’t be a
servant?"
"I see no reason why you should not grow up a very charming lady."
"But ladies don’t dust and wash dishes and do things like I do."
"As I do," Mr. Wycherly corrected almost mechanically. Then, as if he
had not spoken, he went on, "the best and most beautiful lady I ever
knew did all these things."
"Did she like doing them?"
"I don’t think she ever thought much about what she liked or disliked.
She did what she had to do, and did it better and more gracefully than
anybody else."
She pondered over this. It seemed to her an impossible ideal. How
could anyone do a thing "more gracefully than anybody else" just because
it had to be done? Liking had everything to do with Jane-Anne’s doings.
When she had cleared away, Mr. Wycherly sat long over his glass of port.
He did not read. He did not drink his wine, but sat on at the table
staring at nothing, and wondering about the future of this queer, lonely
child who had crept into his heart so quietly and imperceptibly that not
till she made that astounding announcement as to her matrimonial
ambitions did he realise how dear she had become.
He had released the starling; it was true.
The bird was very tame, and came at call to his hand; but the wings were
there, young and strong and untried.
When the time came for flight, whither would they bear her?
* * * * *
On Thursday Mr. Wycherly went to London. He was to remain over Sunday,
in order to hear an old friend preach at the Temple Church. On Friday
morning Jane-Anne hied her to the parlour to inspect the book-case.
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