“If she had been a girl with any feeling how could she have married so?”
she cried. “Not one friend with him--his father and mother holding
aloof. No, Bertie, it is very good of you to say so, but I have not any
hope. Our boy is lost to us. Of course, when we are out of the way, he
will come and take his place here, and she will take my place, which is
no pleasant thing to think of; but in the meantime we have lost our
boy.”
“Indeed, you must not think so,” said the Rector, “when the first
infatuation is over, Arthur will come back. He will not be happy in so
different a sphere. He will miss you--he will miss Lucy--and all his old
ways. In--how long shall I say? in a month, six weeks--he will come back
and beg your pardon.”
“I hope he will not have so little perception,” said Lady Curtis, the
colour rising in her face. “You speak as if it were a case in which
such a conclusion was possible; and no doubt there are such cases; but
this girl--this girl is--Don’t ask me--how can I tell you all the
impossibilities of it? I see them, and I know that Arthur is lost to us.
As his poor father says, ‘he might as well be dead!’”
Lucy had not said anything, but Lady Curtis saw without looking that her
daughter was not on her side. Lucy’s head was very erect--her mouth was
closed firmly, as if she was holding herself in; there was a certain
resistance in the poise of that head, and displeasure in the mouth. Lady
Curtis stopped short after she had answered her nephew, and turning
suddenly round to her daughter burst forth: “Say what you mean,
Lucy--say what you mean! I would rather have anything said to me than
see you keep it in and despise what your mother says.”
“How could I despise what you say, mamma,” said Lucy, “or what you
think either? But I should like Bertie to know that I cannot blame
Arthur as other people do. He is dreadfully wrong in some things; but we
can’t tell he is wrong at all in the great thing. Mamma, I cannot help
it--I don’t want to vex you. For anything we know, she may be the one
wife in the world for Arthur; and when he was promised to her, pledged
to her, and had got her love, and given her his--I should have hated my
brother if he had forsaken her. Yes, I know you will be angry--but I
can’t help it. I might have been glad in a way--it might have been
better for the family; but I should have hated and despised him. He
could never have been Arthur to me any more--that, indeed, would have
been as bad as dying,” said Lucy emphatically with fire in her eyes.
Lady Curtis was so moved with displeasure that she could scarcely find
words to reply. “You, Lucy, you! to go and put yourself on the side of
such a creature.”
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