“Hard upon Arthur! I did not suppose so; he can fight his own battles,”
said Lucy, raising her head with a look which was almost haughty. “But
you are unkind to us. You are my cousin, our nearest relation, Bertie.
You should not go about telling disagreeable stories. And then you are
a--”
“Go on,” he said; “recall me to my duties. I am a clergyman--was not
that what you were about to say? and I ought not to be a gossip, going
from house to house. I will not attempt to defend myself, Lucy. If that
is my character, it is better I should say nothing; and certainly, if
you think so, I cannot undertake to undeceive you. It is you who are
unkind to me.”
“I don’t think so. I did not mean to say so much as that,” said Lucy,
abashed. “But oh, Bertie, why should you treat us so? Are not we, is not
Arthur, your own flesh and blood.”
“I am but too ready to acknowledge it, too glad to think of it,” he said
with a sudden smile.
And as Lucy had no difficulty in looking at him, no shyness about
meeting his eyes, she could not help seeing the eagerness in them, and
softening of unmistakeable sentiment. Altogether, apart from the fact
that she would be very well off and an excellent match, he liked her as
sincerely as was in him. Love, perhaps, is too strong a word; but he
liked her, well enough to have wanted to marry her if she had only
possessed a competence and nothing more, if she had not been in any
exceptional position as the only obedient and dutiful child of the
house. Whether his sentiment was of a robust enough kind to have made
him seek Lucy had she been poor, is a different question; but it might
even have been strong enough for this, perhaps, for all anyone could
say.
She was softened too. Lucy was not one of those _farouche_ young women
who resent being loved. She was sorry that any such mistaken feeling
should be in his mind, if it was in his mind; but all the same she was
rather softened than hardened by the look of eager conciliatoriness and
desire to please her, which was in his face.
“Aunt Anthony might have told us herself. She need not have let other
people know,” she said, shifting her ground, and in a gentler tone.
But here he had a very good answer provided.
“My mother is not here,” he said, quite gently, without a tinge of
reproach. “She cannot either explain or defend herself.”
What could Lucy say? She blushed crimson, deeply moved by the sting of
this retort courteous.
“I wished her to be here,” she said.
“You always wish what is kind. I did not think it was you; but, Lucy,
don’t you see--”
At this moment Sir John came up, placing himself so that the
conversation was interrupted. As the mantel-piece was not near enough to
be leant upon, he leaned upon one of the marble consoles behind which a
big glass rose to the ceiling, reflecting his figure and the faces of
the two in front of him.
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