Marriage -- Fiction; Washington (D.C.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“Doesn’t want it? Well, I never was properly married to her in the
first place. She didn’t know it at the time, and I was a youngster
and didn’t know it, either; but our marriage wasn’t regular at all.
I should have got the license in Kentucky instead of in Ohio, where
we crossed the river to get married. So we are not really married and
never have been, according to law. When I mention the subject to Mrs.
Clavering, I shall offer to get the divorce; if she is contumacious, I
shall simply prove that we have never been married at all. That will
be hard on the children, and on that account I think there is no doubt
she would agree to the divorce, if it were not for Anne. Anne, however,
doesn’t know anything about the defect in the marriage, and I rather
think she will back down when she finds out just where we stand.”
Elizabeth listened to this with horror. But it was horror of the deed,
not of the man. Clavering’s calm and lucid presentation of the case,
the absence of hypocrisy, his quiet determination, seemed to lift him
out of the class of vulgar criminals and make him almost respectable.
And then he went on to give his side of the case, and his voice had in
it a strange note of longing.
“I have before me twenty years yet, and although I am reckoned a man
who can live on bonds and stocks and lawsuits and fighting other men,
still I’ve had my dreams—I have them still. If I could find a woman
who would be a wife to me, and yet could be an intellectual companion
for me—that would be something that all my money hasn’t brought me. Do
you blame a man for longing after it? Don’t you think I am more nearly
human for wanting it than if I were satisfied to go on all my life as I
have done for the last thirty–five years?”
“Yes.” Elizabeth spoke unwillingly, but the assent was forced out
of her. And whether it was his words, his voice,—always singularly
captivating,—his compelling glance, or his powerful personality,
Elizabeth began to feel a toleration, along with a reprehension, of
him. For Clavering, like all men, was made up of things to admire and
things to abhor; only he possessed both in a stronger degree than
common. He was much older than Elizabeth, but he had not lost the fire
and vigor of youth.
Elizabeth’s agitation had subsided somewhat, but she was still unable
or unwilling to speak. The gray mist was becoming denser, and they
could see the gas–lamps studding the fast–falling darkness like jewels;
the sound of wheels and hoofs upon the asphalt was deadened by the
fog and grew fainter, the street was quieter, more deserted even than
Washington streets usually are. In the little park, with the masses
of evergreen shrubbery around them, they were as alone, as little
subject to intrusion, as if they had been on a desert island. After a
considerable pause Clavering spoke again.
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