Marriage -- Fiction; Washington (D.C.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
And after Hugh Pelham’s behavior, why should she reckon on love at
all? Was there such a thing as love? He had apparently loved her with
the noblest love; it had lasted many years, and finally, in a day, in
an hour, for the merest paltry consideration of money, he had not only
forgotten her, he had persecuted her. If it were not her fate to know
the very ultimate sweetness of love, at least she might have known
its consolation. Now that Pelham was lost to her she began to think
reproachfully, as women will, of what he might have done for her. If
he had been true to her, or even decent to her, she would never have
been in those desperate straits in London; she would never have been
in her present cruel position, for the instant her father knew of her
embarrassments she knew he would sell the roof over his head to pay
back the debt; and she would never have dreamed of marrying Clavering.
All these troubles came from her having believed in love—and perhaps
there was no such thing, after all. But in thinking of marrying
Clavering and exchanging her present miserable existence for that
promised dazzling London life, a shadow would fall across it—Hugh
Pelham’s shadow. How would she face him? How could she conceal from him
that she had sold herself to this man? And how could she visit him with
the scorn lie deserved if she had so easily bartered herself away?
Clavering saw the conflict in Elizabeth’s mind, and it gave him a
species of sardonic amusement at his own expense. Here he was, ready to
sacrifice so much for this woman who had nothing, who could scarcely be
brought to look upon what he offered her, and who had kept him at such
a distance that he had but once touched her hand in private. He felt
himself in many ways at a disadvantage with Elizabeth Darrell. He was,
like all men, brought up in humble surroundings, unused to clever and
highly organized women, and he did not exactly know how to appeal to
such women or how to classify them. One moment Elizabeth would appear
to him cleverer than the cleverest man, the next he saw in her some
feminine foible that made her seem like a precocious child.
Yet all the time Clavering maintained, in his quietly overbearing
way, that the whole affair of the marriage was fixed; but he was not
so certain as he professed. He would talk of their plans: they would
be married and go to London, and Elizabeth might have any sort of an
establishment she liked. She was already well known and well connected
there, and he candidly admitted to himself that it would probably be a
season or two before London society would find out exactly what sort
of a person he was. He warned Elizabeth not to expect any attention
from the American ambassador, and was, in short, perfectly frank with
her.
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