Marriage -- Fiction; Washington (D.C.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“That settles it,” replied Clavering, with grim humor. “I never knew
a woman in my life who spoke of her husband’s goodness first who was
really in love with him. When a woman is in love with a man, it isn’t
his goodness she thinks of first; it is his love. Now don’t fly off
at that; I’m not a conventional man, and you must know it if you ever
heard of me before. And I don’t mean to be disrespectful. On the
contrary, I want your good opinion—I have wanted it ever since the
first time I ever saw you. I was very much struck with you then. I have
wanted to know you and I have planned to know you. Have I committed any
crime?”
“But—but—you are a married man,” said Elizabeth, faltering, and
conscious that she was talking like an ingénue.
Clavering laughed as he replied: “That’s downright school–girlish. Any
boarding–school miss would say the same. Well, I can’t help it now that
I married a woman totally unsuited to me before I was twenty–one years
old. Come, Mrs. Darrell, we are not children. I wanted to know you,
I say, and I always try to do what I want to do. Don’t you? Doesn’t
everybody? Well, let us then know each other. I swear to you I know
less of women than I do of any subject I have ever tried to master.
True, I never had time until lately; and, besides, I was a middle–aged
man before I ever met any educated and intelligent women. In the class
of life from which I spring women are household drudges and bearers of
children, and I never knew them in any other aspect until I was over
forty years of age. Then you can’t imagine what a stunning revelation
to me a woman was who had never done anything but amuse herself and
improve herself. Suppose you had never met any educated men till
now—wouldn’t you find them captivating?”
When a man talks to a woman as she has never been talked to before
he is certain of finding an interested listener, and, it follows, a
tolerant listener. So Elizabeth could not disguise her interest in
Clavering, nor was it worth while to pretend to be offended with him.
The superficial knowledge she had of the vicissitudes of his life was
calculated to arouse and fix her attention; and there was so little
to do in her present life that she would have been more or less than
mortal if she had turned from the first object of interest she had yet
met with in her new and changed and dreary life.
She paused awhile before answering Clavering’s last question. “I dare
say I should feel so,” she answered. “I remember how it was when I was
first married and went to India. Everything interested me. I could not
look at a native without wanting to ask all manner of questions of
him and about him, which of course I could not be allowed to do; and
the life there is so strange—their race problem is so different from
ours, and all my modes of thought had to be changed. I was in India
over eight years, and it was as strange to me when I left it as when I
arrived.”
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