Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman felt her heart sink. The old manner, the old hard-handed
way of laying down the law, brought to her mind times when in almost
these very words she had read changes distasteful and unfortunate for
her; something of that helpless feeling of her childhood came to her,
when she had been left to struggle on without care or affection, when
her nurse had been banished, and she had to put on her clothes, and
perform for herself all that, till then, had been done by kindly hands.
For, though we live to forgive many wrongs, and time mercifully softens
our regrets, and blunts the edge of our sensibilities, there are two
things we may learn to forgive, but we never learn to forget--a wrong
done to us in childhood, when we were too helpless and too young to
protect ourselves, and a wound to our self-love in later life.
There was a prolonged silence, which became at length a noticeable one.
Then Grace, feeling that it lay with her to show how little the purport
of Mr. Sandford's words affected her, said in a light tone,
"Do you ever see people here, Mr. Sandford?"
"See people!" he echoed; "you can see plenty of people whenever you look
out of the window. See people! why it would be a pleasanter place if
there were not so many to see."
"Of course I do not mean in that sense," said Grace, with dignity; "I
mean, do people call here?"
"I have no doubt plenty of people will call now," he said, with mock
solemnity, which for the moment took her in, as he gave an old-fashioned
bow in her direction.
Grace bridled a little; her influence was beginning to make itself felt
even on this rough man, she thought.
"I am not sure that the callers are just in your line," he said, after a
momentary pause. "Some are I doubt beneath your level, and some I fancy
a good bit above it."
"No one can be above Grace's level," exclaimed Margaret, "she is so
clever, and----"
"Tut, tut," he said, "I wish every one had so good a trumpeter, but
Grace is nothing very wonderful--I have not seen any proof of her
cleverness. Come now, Margaret, what can she do? Can she sew a seam,
knit a stocking, turn her hand to any useful thing, eh?"
"Grace could do everything of the kind if she chose."
"Then she had better try; it's worse to have talents and let them lie
idle than to be born with none."
"If it is necessary," said Grace, still speaking in a measured tone. "I
think I could do these things. I do not think knitting a stocking
requires a great deal of intellect I must say."
"But it requires industry, and I think you are not industrious; however,
my sister, Mrs. Dorriman there, will arrange what you are to do," and,
rising in his usual abrupt fashion, he left the room, leaving Grace in a
state of mind which is difficult to describe.
Next day, breakfast over, Mrs. Dorriman went to see the cook, outwardly
calm but inwardly with very great trepidation.
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