Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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He read his answer there, and his despair moved her. She was grieved and
dismayed; to her he had always seemed so inconsequent, such a trifler,
how could she ever have believed that he was capable of so strong a
love?
But her great comfort through it all was the very foundation he put
himself upon; he would be guided in all things by her, she would be his
good genius, his conscience. He would always do as she wished. She would
be his guardian angel! This made refusal easier.
She shrank from his outstretched hands.
"I cannot," she said. "I cannot! It is impossible. I can never never
give you the love you ask."
"You think so now, Margaret--I may call you Margaret--you are so young
you do not know; will you not try, can you not let me hope?"
"Do you not see," she said, with the soft rebuke in her eyes that an
angel might have had, "that love must come? And there is something
else."
"Will you not tell me?" he spoke in a lower voice.
"I shall offend you."
"You cannot offend me."
"When I love--if I love--it must be a man," she said, and her face
glowed, "a man who does not require the guidance of a weak girl, but who
does what he has to do from a high sense of right, who has high aims,
who is above me in all things."
"This is folly!" he exclaimed angrily; "you would ruin all my happiness
from some vague and ideal sense of right. You will never meet with this
ideal. All men will look up to you, beautiful Margaret. You will never
find one above you."
"Perhaps not," she said, "but then I will never love."
They parted, she grieved but firm, and he miserable and dispirited. He
felt the truth of much that she said, and was sufficiently in love to
think her just while he deemed her cruel.
"Had my mother acted differently," he thought, with bitterness, "had she
made me play a man's part!" and then a blush of shame rose to his face.
"Why blame her? Was this worthy?" He strode off and sought in rapid
motion to still his disappointment. No one must ever know, and Margaret
was so young. At some future time, perhaps.
Thus it happened that when poor Lady Lyons gave him her well-meant
caution his laugh was full of bitterness.
She noticed, however, and took great credit to herself for having so
influenced him that her son avoided Margaret; and not in the least
understanding, simply thinking that he was following her advice, she
thought that his avoidance was perhaps too marked. Mother-like she must
interfere a little, he should draw back but not so pointedly as to make
going forward impossible; supposing....
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