Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 1 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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There are some truths which make themselves felt without being thought
out, far less spoken or put into words, and one truth was present to him
then. The moment the faintest question of obligation creeps into close
relationship between one and another person, and that the suspicion of
gratitude becomes _possible_, that moment the character of the
subsisting love changes in a subtle way. Between friend and friend it is
different; there often one receives, the other gives; but in the case of
near relations the expectation of a little gratitude makes the
difference between them. Among sisters a sort of communism is one of
the uniting ties; a common property, a right to share, and one of the
disappointments of life is when from some outside influence or some
change in position, this close tie drifts into a relative position of
inequality.
Mr. Sandford knew that in befriending and adopting his wife's nieces,
who were no kin to him, he was acting in a kind, if not a generous, way;
he had helped to educate them and he had offered them a home. For these
things he deserved that they should consider him and be grateful to him.
But, on the other hand, if he made the home intolerable to them, he
neutralized the gift and spoiled its flavour.
Besides that fondness for power, which was part of his very character,
he conceived that he had obtained by his spontaneous actions a certain
right over them, and he fully intended exercising that right. Then, with
all the unreasonableness of a man who never could see both sides of a
question, he was thoroughly disappointed that they did not show him
more affection. He wanted to be called "Uncle," but he never said so,
and the girls, to whom he had always been an a "unknown quantity," had
never thought of so natural an appellation.
He liked to be feared; he also wished to be loved, especially by
Margaret, towards whom he had the strongest leaning.
As he went up to his own house, he missed the calm, sweet gaze of his
sister and the gay, girlish voices; the house struck him painfully, it
was so cheerless and so dull. He was expected, but not so soon. In the
drawing-room was silence and chilliness; there was no fire in the grate,
the rug was rolled up, all looked as though almost there had been a
death; and with a shiver and a great sinking and depression he went to
his own room--that small room downstairs where his plans were made, and
his successes, and his failures, faced and mastered.
Here a fire was slowly beginning to light, and the room was cold. Anne
would have seen to this, he thought, forgetting that he had returned
some hours before he had intended, finding that a person he wanted to
see on business, had gone South.
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