Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mr. Sandford knew that had he not been a fool and a timid fool, just
when he ought to have been bold, he would not have lost, but there was
just that grain of truth in the accusation which made it sting.
The reputation of a man in business--who has not the root of honesty
where honesty must be a _sine quâ non_--if respect is to be given; is
like graceful species of fir trees to be found on Scottish hills and in
many a wood, where, instead of sending their roots well down into the
earth, as do the other kinds, they spread close to the surface, and the
first rough wind throws them over and exposes the shallow hold they have
of mother earth. Mr. Sandford's name, once holding so high a place,
began to be mentioned with a little reticence. A shake of the head or a
shrug of the shoulders says a good deal, though it cannot be repeated.
It has weight; gestures are often remembered when words, especially
vague words, are forgotten.
Once a little beginning is made how easy is it to go on! People began
again to remember that there was a great deal about poor Mr. Dorriman's
affairs that had never been properly understood.
This feeling made itself felt. The first time Mr. Sandford wanted to
carry through some measure with his usual heavy hand, the members of the
Company, of which he was chairman, demurred. No one accused him openly,
but there were certain things insinuated.
His quick sense of any failing towards himself made him instantly grasp
the position of matters; and, though he mastered himself sufficiently to
show no outward sign, he went home with rage in his heart, all the more
terrible that it had had no outlet. It was at this inopportune time that
Grace provoked him.
Mrs. Dorriman, in vain, tried to counsel the wilful girl, in private.
She heard her unmoved. Day after day there were scenes, in which her
provoking words stung him.
"Why should I not say what I think, my dear Mrs. Dorriman? I really
cannot hold my tongue."
"I do not believe you are saying what you think. You speak on purpose to
provoke my brother."
"And why should he not be provoked? Life gives me a great many trials. I
should, myself, prefer another home; but if I am obliged to live here I
am not going to speak or be silent according to Mr. Sandford's wishes,
and I do not intend being a hypocrite."
"No one wishes you to be a hypocrite, but you need not say what you have
to say disagreeably. You always make him angry, not so much by your
words but by the way you speak the words."
"Mr. Sandford is a tyrant, and the more you give in to him the less you
are likely to get. I hope I may never live to be as frightened and timid
as you are!"
"I am not too timid to say what I think, if it is right to say it."
"Yes, you are! you look frightened, and that is enough for a man like
your brother. Now I cannot really look frightened, because a man in a
rage is to me a ridiculous object. It amuses me."
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