Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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"I think it _is_ terrible," said Margaret; "even if he was cruel, if he
struck me, if he were in other ways infamous, I might leave him; I
should be free; but even then it is doubtful if I might have my child."
"And we boast of English justice!" exclaimed Grace.
"It is cruelly unjust," said Margaret. "Oh darling, how often we have
laughed at women wanting their 'rights,' and made fun of those who made
a stir about having votes: but this one thing, this one frightful
injustice, makes me feel that women should, in some way, be able to make
their great needs felt; surely a mother should have equal rights with
the father, and have something to say in a child's destiny!"
"And we have to submit, and I, _I_ have brought you into this position!"
and Grace burst into tears.
Jean hurried into the room.
"Bairns, my dear bairns, whist, for any sake. You'll make me feel I did
wrong in leaving the two of you together."
"We were talking of an unjust law," said Margaret; "we were talking of
my child, Jean, and that _if_ I ever left my husband, he would have it
probably, and not me."
"It's a man made that law," said Jean, "and it's a real cruel one and
not Christian. I never had any opinion of men, they're just poor
creatures all round, poor selfish creatures--except, maybe, the police,"
she added, with a sense of ingratitude for the way in which a policeman
had helped her in her hour of need.
"Tell me of your baby, Margaret," said Grace, turning with real interest
to her sister; "it is more than a year old now, is it not?"
"My little darling is a year and almost three months old, in five days
now it will be fifteen months old. It can run about, and calls me so
prettily. Oh, darling, I wish, I wish it were with me at this moment. I
feel so anxious if I am away from it; only once before, since its birth,
have I been away."
"And does that man shut you up, darling? Do you mean to say that those
smoky trees and that walled-in place, looking like a prison, is all you
have? Oh, your life is one long trial!"
Margaret did not speak; her life was so utterly wretched, so utterly
devoid of hope, that she could not speak of it.
"I have baby," she said, softly, "and, Gracie, dearest, when one is very
wretched God is very near."
The sisters parted with all the anguish of a vagueness about their next
meeting, which filled them both with a sense of having nothing to look
forward to, and Margaret tore herself away and hurried into Mr. Skidd's
presence.
Mrs. Dorriman had boldly authorised Jean to look to Mr. Sandford for all
expenses, so that she no longer cared about the money so much.
But this lessened sense of requirement did not in any way make her
gratitude to the editor for his kindness, less. With no real knowledge
to guide her she did not know that everything must bear the test of
criticism, and that it would have been false kindness to encourage her
to write without any merit in sight.
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