Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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Mrs. Dorriman: A Novel. Volume 2 of 3
Chetwynd, Henry Wayland, Mrs.
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She forgot the great cunning that forms so great a feature in some kind
of insanity, and, always viewing him with nervous eyes, she heard him
speak rationally at times without noticing it, because her mind was
always on the stretch, and mental anxiety is apt to distort everything.
He had generally, however, fits of silence when she was only conscious
of his eyes gleaming at her from under the shaggy eyebrows, and these
prolonged periods of silence were far, far more acceptable to her than
his terrible laugh. Each day she prayed with all her soul for health and
strength--she tried, poor child, to do her duty, and, sometimes full of
pity for his evident supreme unhappiness, she tried to talk to him and
to interest him in their child. He watched her unceasingly. In the
garden, where now spring flowers were coming out, where the birds began
to chirp and twitter, and where the trees showed green, and another
spring had come to gladden the earth.
It brought no rejoicing to her heart, because there must be a responsive
chord somewhere, and to enter into the fair happiness of spring the
pulses must be able to beat a little quickly, and some sympathy between
the great new birth of the year and the soul must be possible. The
cheerfulness of outside nature seemed almost a mockery to her--just as
the overflowing mirth of a casual acquaintance jars upon one in sorrow.
Her writing began to be noticed, and at times her nurse, who had been
unsympathetic and suspicious at first, but who had grown to love her,
managed to bring her carefully-written letters from Grace, and news from
the outside world, though Margaret seldom dared to ask her to make the
attempt, she was so afraid that this one human being in whom she had
begun to have trust might be taken from her. She dreaded night because,
though locked in with her child, the nurse sleeping in an adjoining
room, she would often wake in a paroxysm of terror, thinking that in
some way her husband had gained an entrance to her room, and that he was
threatening her and her child.
She was walking in the garden with her sorrowful thoughts, watching her
little darling, when the front doorbell rang loudly, a sound so seldom
heard as to be startling to her.
Mr. Drayton, who used to sit in a room off the front hall, of which the
window commanded the garden, went as usual into the hall to see that no
one went out or came in, and heard his own name mentioned by a
peremptory and loud-voiced man, who demanded instant admission, to see
him on urgent business.
"Tell him I have done with business, I refuse to see him."
"But you will be extremely sorry if you do not see me," said the
stranger in a still louder tone. "You thought you had made a mess of
those chemical work shares, but you have been a far, far cleverer man
than we gave you credit for. Those shares Mr. Sandford laughed at...."
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