“She is a strange woman, and quite heartless in some ways; and yet, do
you know, I like her while I dislike her; and I cannot tell why.”
“Do not try to tell,” I answered, “for she has the gift of making people
do both.--I think she likes and dislikes herself--as well as others.”
“As well--as others,” she replied slowly. “Yes, I think I have noticed
that. You see,” she added, “I do not look at people as most girls of
my age: and perhaps I am no better for that. But Mrs. Falchion’s
introduction to me occurred in such peculiar circumstances, and the
coincidence of your knowing her was so strange, that my interest is not
unnatural, I suppose.”
“On the contrary,” I said, “I am only surprised that you have restrained
your curiosity so much and so long. It was all very strange; though the
meeting was quite to be expected, as Mrs. Falchion herself explained
that day. She had determined on coming over to the Pacific Coast; this
place was in her way; it is a fashionable resort; and she stood a good
chance of finding old friends.”
“Yes--of finding--old friends,” was the abstracted reply. “I like Miss
Caron, her companion, very much better than--most women I have met.”
This was not what she was going to say, but she checked herself, lest
she might be suspected of thinking uncharitably of Mrs. Falchion. I,
of course, agreed with her, and told her the story of Galt Roscoe and
Hector Caron, and of Justine’s earnestness regarding her fancied debt to
Roscoe.
I saw that the poison of anxiety had entered the girl’s mind; and it
might, perhaps, bear fruit of no engaging quality. In her own home,
however, it was a picture to see her with her younger sisters and
brothers, and invalid mother. She went about very brightly and sweetly
among them, speaking to them as if she was mother to them all, angel
of them all, domestic court for them all; as indeed she was. Here there
seemed no disturbing element in her; a close observer might even have
said (and in this case I fancy I was that) that she had no mind or heart
for anything or anybody but these few of her blood and race. Hers was a
fine nature--high, wholesome, unselfish. Yet it struck me sadly also, to
see how the child-like in her, and her young spirit, had been so early
set to the task of defence and protection: a mother at whose breasts
a child had never hung; maternal, but without the relieving joys of
maternity.
I knew that she would carry through her life that too watchful, too
anxious tenderness; that to her last day she would look back and not
remember that she had a childhood once; because while yet a child she
had been made into a woman.
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