She stepped forward slightly, so that her feet also were within
the sunlight. The other saw this; it appeared to interest her. Ruth
looked--as such a girl can look--with incredible sincerity into Mrs.
Falchion’s eyes, and said: “Oh, if I knew such a man, I would be
sorry--sorry for him; and if I also knew that his was only a mistake and
not a crime, or, if the crime itself had been repented of, and atonement
made, I would beg some one--some one better than I--to pray for him. And
I would go to the person who had his life and career at disposal, and
would say to her, if it were a woman, oh, remember that it is not he
alone who would suffer! I would beg that woman--if it were a woman--to
be merciful, as she one day must ask for mercy.”
The girl as she stood there, all pale, yet glowing with the white light
of her pain, was beautiful, noble, compelling. Mrs. Falchion now rose
also. She was altogether in the sunlight now. From the piano in the
next room came a quick change of accompaniment, and a voice was heard
singing, as if to the singer’s self, ‘Il balen del suo sorris’. It is
hard to tell how far such little incidents affected her in what she
did that afternoon; but they had their influence. She said: “You are
altruistic--or are you selfish, or both?... And should the woman--if it
were a woman--yield, and spare the man, what would you do?”
“I would say that she had been merciful and kind, and that one in this
world would pray for her when she needed prayers most.”
“You mean when she was old,”--Mrs. Falchion shrank a little at the sound
of her own words. Now her careless abandon was gone; she seemed to be
following her emotions. “When she was old,” she continued, “and came
to die? It is horrible to grow old, except one has been a saint--and
a mother.... And even then--have you ever seen them, the women of
that Egypt of which we spoke--powdered, smirking over their champagne,
because they feel for an instant a false pulse of their past?--See how
eloquent your mountains make me!--I think that would make one hard and
cruel; and one would need the prayers of a churchful of good women, even
as good--as you.”
She could not resist a touch of irony in the last words, and Ruth, who
had been ready to take her hand impulsively, was stung. But she
replied nothing; and the other, after waiting, added, with a sudden
and wonderful kindness: “I say what is quite true. Women might dislike
you--many of them would--though you could not understand why; but you
are good, and that, I suppose, is the best thing in the world. Yes, you
are good,” she said musingly, and then she leaned forward and quickly
kissed the girl’s cheek. “Good-bye,” she said, and then she turned her
head resolutely away.
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