“Mrs. Falchion,” I said, finding it impossible to understand why she
had so suddenly determined to go away (for I did not know all the truth
until afterwards--some of it long afterwards), “it is more than I dared
to hope for, though less, I know, than you have heart to do if you
willed so. I know that you hold some power over my friend.”
“Do not think,” she said, “that you have had the least influence. What
you might think, or may have intended to do, has not moved me in the
least. I have had wrongs that you do not know. I have changed--that is
all. I admit I intended to do Galt Roscoe harm.
“I thought he deserved it. That is over. After to-night, it is not
probable that we shall meet again. I hope that we shall not; as,
doubtless, is your own mind.”
She kept looking at me with that new deep look which I had seen when she
first entered the room.
I was moved, and I saw that just at the last she had spoken under
considerable strain. “Mrs. Falchion,” said I, “I have THOUGHT harder
things of you than I ever SAID to any one. Pray believe that, and
believe, also, that I never tried to injure you. For the rest, I can
make no complaint. You do not like me. I liked you once, and do now,
when you do not depreciate yourself of purpose.... Pardon me, but I say
this very humbly too.... I suppose I always shall like you, in spite of
myself. You are one of the most gifted and fascinating women that I ever
met. I have been anxious for my friend. I was concerned to make peace
between you and your husband--”
“The man who WAS my husband,” she interrupted musingly.
“Your husband--whom you so cruelly treated. But I confess I have found
it impossible to withhold admiration of you.”
For a long time she did not reply, but she never took her eyes off my
face, as she leaned slightly forward. Then at last she spoke more gently
than I had ever heard her, and a glow came upon her face.
“I am only human. You have me at advantage. What woman could reply
unkindly to a speech like that? I admit I thought you held me utterly
bad and heartless, and it made me bitter.... I had no heart--once. I had
only a wrong, an injury, which was in my mind; not mine, but another’s,
and yet mine. Then strange things occurred.... At last I relented. I
saw that I had better go. Yesterday I saw that; and I am going--that is
all.... I wished to keep the edge of my intercourse with you sharp
and uncompanionable to the end; but you have forced me at my weakest
point....” Here she smiled somewhat painfully.... “Believe me, that is
the way to turn a woman’s weapon upon herself. You have learned much
since we first met.... Here is my hand in friendliness, if you care to
take it; and in good-bye, should we not meet again more formally before
I go.”
“I wish now that your husband, Boyd Madras, were here,” I said.
She answered nothing, but she did not resent it, only shuddered a
little.
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