“But I was coming back--I was coming back--I tell you I should have
stayed with her for ever.... See how she trembles!--Now her breath
is gone--There is no pulse--Her heart is still--My God, her heart
is still!--Hush! cover her face.... Row hard, you devils!--A hundred
dollars if you make the point in time.... Whereaway?--Whereaway?--Steady
now!--Let them have it across the bows!--Low! low!--fire low!... She is
dead--she is dead!”
These things he would say over and over again breathlessly, then he
would rest a while, and the trouble would begin again. “It was not I
that did it--no, it was not I. She did it herself!--She plunged it in,
deep, deep, deep! You made me a devil!... Hush! I WILL tell!--I know
you--yet--Mercy--Mercy--Falchion--”
Yes, it was best that few should enter his cabin. The ravings of a sick
man are not always counted ravings, no more than the words of a well man
are always reckoned sane. At last I got him into a sound sleep, and by
that time I was thoroughly tired out. I called my own steward, and asked
him to watch for a couple of hours while I rested. I threw myself down
and slept soundly for an hour beyond that time, the steward having
hesitated to wake me.
By that time we had passed into the fresher air of the Mediterranean,
and the sea was delightfully smooth. Galt Roscoe still slept, though his
temperature was high.
My conference with Mrs. Falchion after breakfast was brief, but
satisfactory. I told her frankly that Roscoe had been delirious, that he
had mentioned her name, and that I thought it best to reduce the number
of nurses and watchers. I made my proposition about Justine Caron. She
shook her head a little impatiently, and said that Justine had told her,
and that she was quite willing. Then I asked her if she would not also
assist. She answered immediately that she wished to do so. As if to make
me understand why she did it, she added: “If I did not hear the wild
things he says, some one else would; and the difference is that I
understand them, and the some one else would interpret them with the
genius of the writer of a fairy book.”
And so it happened that Mrs. Falchion came to sit many hours a day
beside the sick couch of Galt Roscoe, moistening his lips, cooling his
brow, giving him his medicine. After the first day, when she was,
I thought, alternating between innate disgust of misery and her
womanliness and humanity,--in these days more a reality to me,--she
grew watchful and silently solicitous at every turn of the malady. What
impressed me most was that she was interested and engrossed more, it
seemed, in the malady than in the man himself.
And yet she baffled me even when I had come to this conclusion.
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