They stood there both in the sunlight, both very quiet, but their
hearts were throbbing with new sensations. Ruth knew that she had
conquered, and, with her eyes all tearful, she looked steadily,
yearningly at the woman before her; but she knew it was better she should
say little now, and, with a motion of the hand in good-bye,--she could do
no more,--she slowly went to the door. There she paused and looked back,
but the other was still turned away.
For a minute Mrs. Falchion stood looking at the door through which the
girl had passed, then she caught close the curtains of the window, and
threw herself upon the sofa with a sobbing laugh.
"To her--I played the game of mercy to her!" she cried. "And she has his
love, the love which I rejected once, and which I want now--to my shame!
A hateful and terrible love. I, who ought to say to him, as I so long
determined: 'You shall be destroyed. You killed my sister, poor Alo; if
not with a knife yourself you killed her heart, and that is just the
same.' I never knew until now what a heart is when killed."
She caught her breast as though it hurt her, and, after a moment,
continued: "Do hearts always ache so when they love? I was the wife of a
good man oh! he WAS a good man, who sinned for me. I see it now!--and I
let him die--die alone!" She shuddered. "Oh, now I see, and I know what
love such as his can be! I am punished--punished! for my love is
impossible, horrible."
There was a long silence, in which she sat looking at the floor, her face
all grey with pain. At last the door of the room softly opened, and
Justine entered.
"May I come in, madame?" she said.
"Yes, come, Justine." The voice was subdued, and there was in it what
drew the girl swiftly to the side of Mrs. Falchion. She spoke no word,
but gently undid the other's hair, and smoothed and brushed it softly.
At last Mrs. Falchion said: "Justine, on Monday we will leave here."
The girl was surprised, but she replied without comment: "Yes, madame;
where do we go?"
There was a pause; then: "I do not know. I want to go where I shall get
rested. A village in Italy or--" she paused.
"Or France, madame?" Justine was eager.
Mrs. Falchion made a gesture of helplessness. "Yes, France will do. . . .
The way around the world is long, and I am tired." Minutes passed, and
then she slowly said: "Justine, we will go to-morrow night."
"Yes, madame, to-morrow night--and not next Monday."
There was a strange only half-veiled melancholy in Mrs. Falchion's next
words: "Do you think, Justine, that I could be happy anywhere?"
"I think anywhere but here, madame."
Mrs. Falchion rose to a sitting posture, and looked at the girl fixedly,
almost fiercely. A crisis was at hand. The pity, gentleness, and honest
solicitude of Justine's face conquered her, and her look changed to one
of understanding and longing for companionship: sorrow swiftly welded
their friendship.
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