"Charlotte, it is not a bit of use your talking," broke in Mary Ann
Cross vehemently. "We shall go to the party, and we shall buy new things
for it. Bankes's have some lovely sarcenets, cross-barred; green, and
pink, and lilac; and me and 'Melia mean to have a dress apiece off 'em.
With a pink bow in front, and a white collar--my! wouldn't folks stare
at us!--Twelve yards each it would take, and they are one-and-eightpence
a yard."
"Mary Ann, it would be just madness! There'd be the making, the lining,
and the ribbon: five or six-and-twenty shillings each, they would cost
you. Pray don't!"
"How you do reckon things up, Charlotte! We should pay off weekly: we
have time afore us."
"What would your father say?"
"Charlotte, just hold your noise about father," quickly returned Amelia
Cross, in a hushed and altered tone. "You know we don't tell him about
Bankes's."
Charlotte found she might as well have talked to the winds. The girls
were bent upon the evening's pleasure, and also upon the smart things
they deemed necessary for it. A few minutes more and they left her; and
trooped down to the shop of the Messrs. Bankes.
Charlotte was coming home that evening from an errand to the town, when
she met Adam Thorneycroft. He was somewhat above the common run of
workmen.
"Oh, is it you, Charlotte?" he exclaimed, stopping her. "I say, how is
it that you'll never have anything to say to me now?"
"I have told you why, Adam," she replied.
"You have told me a pack of nonsense. I wouldn't lose you, Charlotte, to
be made king of England. When once we are married, you shall see how
steady I'll be. I will not enter a public-house."
"You have been saying that you will not for these twelve months past,
Adam," she sadly rejoined; and, had her face been visible in the dark
night, he would have seen that it was working with agitation.
"What does it hurt a man, to go out and take a quiet pipe and a glass
after his work's over? Everybody does it."
"Everybody does not. But I do not wish to contend. It seems to bring you
no conviction. Half the miseries around us in Honey Fair arise from so
much of the wages being wasted at the public-houses. I know what you
would say--that the wives are in fault as well. So they are. I do not
believe people were sent into the world to live as so many of us live:
nothing but scuffle and discomfort, and--I may almost say
it--sinfulness. One of these wretched households shall never be mine."
"My goodness, Charlotte! How seriously you speak!"
"It is a serious subject. I want to try to live so as to do my duty by
myself and by those around me; to pass my days in peace with the world
and with my conscience. A woman beaten down, cowed by all sorts of ills,
could not do so; and, where the husband is unsteady, she must be beaten
down. Adam, you know it is not with a willing heart I give you up, but I
am forced to it."
"How can you bring yourself to say this to me?" he rejoined.
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