Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Villages -- England -- Fiction
“The only word that seems at all right,” he said at last, “is
_understanding_. Like seeing quite clearly, after being in a dusky room
for a long time. That’s not at all a good illustration either. But you
know the muddled sort of way in which one sees most people--wondering
about them, if they’re interesting, or just accepting them, if they
aren’t? With her, it’s been completely and absolutely different from
the very start. I seemed able to see her quite clearly--her realest
self--and to understand things about her that I’d never dreamed of
before.”
He made this explanation very haltingly, and although Mrs. Fazackerly’s
perceptions instantly recognized his sincerity, she could not feel that
his rather incoherent words had brought much enlightenment to her.
“I wish I could say it better,” Bill observed wistfully. “I’d like to
make you understand.”
“I do,” Nancy began instinctively, and then she honestly added, “at
least, I don’t. And I’m so afraid--please, please forgive me, Bill--I’m
so dreadfully afraid that you’re going to be unhappy.”
And Bill said, “I shouldn’t wonder.”
Then they left the region of speculation, and Mrs. Fazackerly asked him
what the exact position was.
“Well, we thought that Harter would let her have a divorce. At least I
thought so. Diamond was never sure that he would.”
“And he won’t?”
“No, he won’t. He said to-day that he never would. Although he knows
that she’s unhappy with him--and he with her, for the matter of
that--he says he won’t let her have a divorce. And I shouldn’t think
that he was the sort of fellow who’d change his mind.”
“Perhaps he thinks that divorce is wrong.”
“He didn’t say so. Of course, it might be that. But he only said that
she was his wife, and belonged to him, and that he didn’t mean to give
her up.”
Bill drew very hard at his pipe. “Which is true enough,” he added
thoughtfully.
“I don’t think I altogether see--exactly--why you ever felt so sure
that he would let her have a divorce.”
“Don’t you? Well, it seemed to me that, as he doesn’t care for her nor
she for him, and as there are no children to complicate things, it
would have been fairly obvious to let her have her freedom and give
them both the chance of beginning again. But he’s--he’s hanging on to
a formula, so to speak, the formula that she belongs to him--and so he
won’t let her go.”
“But what are you going to do?”
“I don’t know yet,” said Captain Patch.
Nancy Fazackerly felt very unhappy, and her face generally shows what
she is feeling.
“It’s very good of you to care,” said Bill Patch affectionately. “But
I wish it didn’t make you unhappy. In spite of everything, I’m so
awfully, awfully happy myself.”
The boyish slang expression, Nancy said, somehow touched her almost
more than anything.
She asked if there was anything that she could do for him and he said
no.
“But you’ve already done a great deal--more than anybody. You’ve done a
lot for her,” said Captain Patch.
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