"You're very young. You may have a bit more practical work to deal with still. At any rate, I shall be very glad to hear all about it." He rose and took his resplendent silk hat--that symbol of a sentimental attachment to the old order, from which he sprang, to which his sceptical mind had so many questions to put. "Look here, Winnie, I believe you've been thinking life was finished--at any rate, not seeing any new start in it. Here's one--take it. It'll develop. The only way to put a stopper on life is to refuse to go along the open lines. Don't do that." He smiled. "I rather think we started you from Shaylor's Patch once. We may do it again." The plain truth came suddenly in a burst from her. "I'm so tired, Stephen!" He laid down the hat again and took her two hands in his. "The Synopsis will be infinitely restful, Winnie. I'm going straight back to take the cottage, and begin to whitewash it. Send me word when you're ready to come. I'll tell you the truth before I go--or shan't I? Yes, I will, because, as I've told you before now, you've got pluck. You tell yourself you're facing things by staying here. You're not. You're hiding from things--and people. There are people you fear to meet, from one reason or another, in London, aren't there? Leave all that then. Come and live and work with us--and get your nerve back." She looked at him in a long silence, then drew her breath. "Yes, I think you're right. I've turned afraid." She threw out her arms in a spreading gesture. "Here it is so big--and it takes no notice of me! On it goes--on--on!" "You didn't expect to stop it, all on your own, did you?" asked Stephen, smiling. "Or if it does take notice for a minute, half of it shudders, and the other half sniggers! Is there nothing in between?" "Oh, well, those are the two attitudes of conservatism. Always have been--and, I suppose, always with a good deal of excuse. We do blunder, and we have a knack of attracting ridiculous people. It sets us back, but it can't be helped. We win in the end." He took up his hat again. "And the Synopsis is going to leaven the lump. Send me a wire to-morrow, Winnie, and the whitewashing shall begin!"