Mrs. Severn: A Novel, Vol. 1 (of 3)Carter, Mary Elizabeth
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Mrs. Severn: A Novel, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Carter, Mary Elizabeth
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Danby returned to Jersey immediately after seeing Cynthia to London. She
would not allow him to go to Lafer until she had smoothed the way with
the Admiral; and being so far as yet unable to realise his happiness,
that the moment she vanished he thought she must be a vision, he went
back to the Kerrs as tangible proofs to the contrary.
He also wished to hear more about her. She had said nothing of her
surroundings, and when he referred to Kerr on the one momentous point
as her guardian _pro tem._, he had been struck by something odd in his
look; while Mrs. Kerr declared, with what sounded a hysterical sob, that
she would never chaperon a young lady again. He was too much accustomed
to the unaccountable in the moods of all sorts and conditions of men to
attach much importance to an indirect impression. Still it was expedient
to be practical and to prepare himself for unlooked-for conditions.
Until he met her he was far indeed from any intention of marrying, and
his means were such that the last thing that occurred to him was to
speculate about hers. It had delighted her to find her heiress-ship was
unsuspected.
In his inmost nature Danby had developed diplomacy. He knew it, and
often told himself he had missed his vocation; he should have been
either a Jesuit or an ambassador. It was the one moral slur which the
keen old grief had branded on his soul. He mistrusted, and would never
trust again except after the tests of a tactician who knew his ends
so surely that he could afford to conceal them. Here his favourite
author--Bacon--had fostered knowledge. He knew how 'to lay asleep
opposition and to surprise,' how to 'reserve to himself a fair retreat,'
and how to 'discover the mind of another.' On these principles he had
for many years studied all men. In this spirit he had digested the
Kerrs. Only with Cynthia they had failed him. He had thought that if he
ever married it would be in this spirit; subtle analysis and synthesis
should determine his choice. If judgment threatened desertion he would
refortify himself by apparent withdrawal. Experience had not tended to
make him fear defeat; he might have married before this had he met with
more discouragement. But should such a paradox as discouragement invade
his path he would use his arts, his subtleties, his perceptions, and,
without flatteries, succeed. Flatteries he loathed. He loathed the
women who would have them. His chief delight in the woman of the future
was that she too would loathe them, indeed would probably not understand
them.
But when he saw Cynthia his tactics failed him. She was simple, she was
single-minded and transparent--such a woman as he had not conceived;
in fact the paradox. He fell in love, but she did not perceive it. Do
what he would to show her his feeling, she never did perceive it until
he asked her to do so. Afterwards he reproached her a little for a
blindness that might have eternally daunted him, but that had he not got
speech with her he would have written.
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