Actresses -- Great Britain -- Biography; Siddons, Sarah, 1755-1831
“I thank you for your kind condolence. My dear father died the death
of the righteous; may my last end be like his, without a groan. With
respect to my dear Mrs. Pennington, my heart is too much alive to her
unhappy situation, and my affection for her too lively, to have induced
the necessity of opening a wound which is of itself too apt to bleed.
Indeed, indeed, my dear Sir, there was no occasion to recall those sad
and tender scenes to soften my nature; but let it pass. You need not
be informed, I imagine, that such a sum as £80 is too considerable to
be immediately produced out of a woman’s quarterly allowance; but, as
I have not the least doubt of Mr. Siddons being ready and willing to
offer this testimony of regard and gratitude, I beg you will arrange the
business with him immediately. I will write to him this day, if I can
find a moment’s time. If you can devise any quicker mode of accomplishing
your amiable purpose, rely upon my paying the £80 within the next six
months. For God’s sake do not let it slip through. If I knew how to
send the money from here, I would do it this instant; but, considering
the delay of distance, and the caprice of wind and sea, it will be more
expeditiously done by Mr. Siddons. God bless and restore you to perfect
health and tranquillity.”
We can read between the lines of this letter, as we know that about
this time she received a pressing request from her husband for money to
fit out their son George for India, and to pay debts incurred on the
decoration of the house in Great Marlborough Street, suggesting that
in consequence she had better accept an engagement in Liverpool. She
preferred, however, though harassed by disagreements with Jones the
manager, to remain in Dublin. A report was circulated, as on the occasion
of her first visit to Ireland, that she had refused to play for the
benefit of the Lying-in Hospital, a charity much patronised by the Dublin
ladies. She indignantly refuted this accusation, ending with words that
show her state of mental suffering:—
“It is hard to bear at one and the same time the pressure of domestic
sorrow, the anxiety of business, and the necessity of healing a wounded
reputation; but such is the rude enforcement of the time, and I must
sustain it as I am enabled by that Power who tempers the wind to the
shorn lamb.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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