Chinatowns -- Pacific States -- Fiction; Chinese Americans -- Fiction; Short stories
During the rainy season Pau Tsu was attacked with a very bad cough. A
daughter of Southern China, the chill, moist climate of the Puget Sound
winter was very hard on her delicate lungs. Lin Fo worried much over the
state of her health, and meeting Adah Raymond on the street one
afternoon told her of his anxiety. The kind-hearted girl immediately
returned with him to the house. Pau Tsu was lying on her couch, feverish
and breathing hard. The American girl felt her hands and head.
“She must have a doctor,” said she, mentioning the name of her family’s
physician.
Pau Tsu shuddered. She understood a little English by this time.
“No! No! Not a man, _not_ a man!” she cried.
Adah Raymond looked up at Lin Fo.
“I understand,” said she. “There are several women doctors in this town.
Let us send for one.”
But Lin Fo’s face was set.
“No!” he declared. “We are in America. Pau Tsu shall be attended to by
your physician.”
Adah Raymond was about to protest against this dictum when the sick
wife, who had also heard it, touched her hand and whispered: “I not mind
now. Man all right.”
So the other girl closed her lips, feeling that if the wife would not
dispute her husband’s will it was not her place to do so; but her heart
ached with compassion as she bared Pau Tsu’s chest for the stethoscope.
“It was like preparing a lamb for slaughter,” she told her sister
afterwards. “Pau Tsu was motionless, her eyes closed and her lips
sealed, while the doctor remained; but after he had left and we two were
alone she shuddered and moaned like one bereft of reason. I honestly
believe that the examination was worse than death to that little Chinese
woman. The modesty of generations of maternal ancestors was crucified as
I rolled down the neck of her silk tunic.”
It was a week after the doctor’s visit, and Pau Tsu, whose cough had
yielded to treatment, though she was still far from well, was playing on
her lute, and whisperingly singing this little song, said to have been
written on a fan which was presented to an ancient Chinese emperor by
one of his wives:
“Of fresh new silk,
All snowy white,
And round as a harvest moon,
A pledge of purity and love,
A small but welcome boon.
While summer lasts,
When borne in hand,
Or folded on thy breast,
’Twill gently soothe thy burning brow,
And charm thee to thy rest.
But, oh, when Autumn winds blow chill,
And days are bleak and cold,
No longer sought, no longer loved,
’Twill lie in dust and mould.
This silken fan then deign accept,
Sad emblem of my lot,
Caressed and cherished for an hour,
Then speedily forgot.”
“Why so melancholy, my pearl?” asked Lin Fo, entering from the street.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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