An overwhelming panic seized him and he commenced to shout--a puny little
noise lost in the vastness around him, and drowned by the shrieking of a
countless swarm of gulls, that fought over the prize that had come to
them. Then with a great effort he pulled himself together. He must keep
his head and save his strength--he must. . . . Any boat coming up would
be attracted to the scene of the disaster by the gulls, he repeated to
himself over and over again--and then they would see him.
He took a fresh grip of the chair and swam a few strokes to keep warm.
That was the next point that came into his mind--how long could he last
before, numbed with the cold, his grip on the chair would relax and he
would only have his life-belt to rely on? He must not get cold, he must
swim steadily and quietly to keep up his circulation--always keeping near
the gulls. He argued it out carefully in his mind, unconsciously talking
aloud, and when he had decided what he was going to do he nodded his head
in complete agreement. And then he laughed--a strange, croaking laugh
and apostrophised a gull which was circling above his head. "How damn
funny, old bird," he said still chuckling; "how damn funny. . . ." The
humour of the situation had struck him suddenly. After the long years in
France to be drowned like a bally hen inside a coop! . . .
Undoubtedly a man clinging to a deck chair did look rather like a hen in
a coop--a bedraggled hen, most certainly, very bedraggled. Not at all
the sort of hen that should be dished up at the Carlton or the Savoy for
dinner. A cheap and nasty hen, Vane decided. . . .
A splash of water hit him in the mouth and made him splutter and cough.
"Pull yourself together, man," he cried fiercely; "for God's sake, pull
yourself together!" He realised that his mind had been wandering; he
realised that that way lay Death. He started to swim steadily, keeping
near the main mass of wreckage, and pushing the chair in front of him.
Several times they bumped into things, and once Vane found himself
looking through the bars of the back of the chair at something which
rolled and sogged in the water. And then it half turned, and he saw it
was a woman. Some of her hair, sodden and matted, came through the
openings of his chair, and he watched the floating tendrils
uncomprehendingly for a while. Dead . . . of course, she was dead . . .
with the water splashing ceaselessly over her face. . . . At peace; she
had chucked her hand in--given up the useless struggle.
What chance was there anyway of a boat coming in time? What a fool he
was to go on, when he felt so tired and so cold? . . . That woman did
not mind--the one lying there in the water so close to him. She was
perfectly happy . . . while he was numb and exhausted. Why not just lie
on the water and go to sleep? . . . He would keep the woman company, and
he would be happy just like her, instead of having to force his frozen
hands to hold that cursed slippery wood. . . .
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