'It has been very wonderful since you came, chicken,' he said. 'I'm
ten times the man I was. It seems so stupid that because we went into
a dingy office and gabbled a few words we shouldn't be able to be
together.... I sometimes wish we were back in France or Italy in a
studio, with a bird in a cage, and you dancing about, making me laugh
with happiness....'
'I'll see my lawyer,' said Verschoyle.
'For Heaven's sake, don't!' cried Clara. 'Once the lawyers get hold of
it, they'll heap the fire up and throw the fat on it.'
'I'm sorry I forgot myself.... You're a good fellow, Charles, but so
damned silly that you don't deserve your luck.'
They shook hands on it and Verschoyle withdrew, leaving Charles and
Clara to make what they could of the confusion in which they were
plunged.... Charles's way out of it was simply to ignore it. If
people would not or could not live in his fancy world, so much the
worse for them. He did not believe that anything terrible could happen
to him simply because, though calamities of the most serious nature had
befallen him, he had hardly noticed them. He could forget so easily.
He could withdraw and live completely within himself.
He sat at the table and began to draw, and was immediately entirely
absorbed.
'Don't you feel it any more than that, Charles?' she asked.
'If people like to make a fuss, let them,' he said. 'It is their way
of persuading themselves that they are important.... If they put me in
prison, I should just draw on the walls with a nail, and the time would
soon go by. The difference between us and them is that they are in a
hurry and we are not. There won't be much left of my _Tempest_ by the
time they've done with it.... The electricians have secret
instructions from Butcher. There was nothing about lighting in my
contract, so it is to be his and not mine, as if a design could stand
without the lighting planned for it.... There are to be spot-lines on
Sir Henry and Miranda and you, if he is still pleased with you....'
Charles was talking in a cold, unmoved voice, but she knew that there
must have been a furious tussle. She was up in arms at once,--
'It is disgraceful!' she cried. 'What is the good of his pretending to
let you work in his theatre if you can have nothing as you wish it?'
'He believes in actors,' said Charles, 'People with painted faces and
painted souls, people whose minds are daubed with paint, whose eyes are
sealed with it, whose ears are stopped with it....'
'Am I one of them?' she asked plaintively.
'No! Never! Never!' he said, looking up from his drawing. 'They'll
turn us into a success, chicken, but they won't let us do what we want
to do.... I shan't go near the place again. But you are Ariel, and
without you there can be no _Tempest_.'
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