She plied her art, and even in the confusion of the dress rehearsal was
the most delicate Ariel, so lithe, so lissom, that it seemed she must
vanish into the air like the floating feathered seeds of full
summer.... Abandoned to the sweet sea-breezes of the play she felt
that the hard crust upon the world must surely break to let this
spilling beauty pour into its heart. Surely, surely, she and Charles
could have no enemies.
They meant nothing but what Charles had proposed at his absurd
dinner--love: an airy magical love.... If only people would not
interfere. She had proposed to herself to give Charles his triumph and
then to settle his foolish mundane affairs. She knew she could do it,
if only Verschoyle and these others would not complicate them still
further. As for Charles being sent away to Paris, that was nonsense,
sheer nonsense, that he should be ruined because he had a worthless
woman who could, if she chose, use his name....
She was still being carried along by her set will to force London to
acknowledge Charles as its king, and, being so near success, she was
possessed by her own determination, and did not know to what an extent
she had denied her own emotions, and how near she was to that
obliteration of personal life which reduces an artist to a painted
mummer. She was terribly tired after the dress rehearsal. Her head
ached and her blood drummed behind her eyes. Sir Henry came to see her
in her room, and kissed her hands, went on his knees, and paid his
homage to her.
She said,--
'You owe everything to Charles Mann. He found me in a studio in Paris
when I was very miserable and let me live in his art. I don't want you
to quarrel with him. We've got to keep him safe, because there aren't
many Charleses and I want you to ask him to supper to-morrow night....
I won't come if he doesn't.'
'I can feel success in the air,' said Sir Henry. 'It is like the old
days. But suppose--er--something happened to him.'
Clara laughed, a thin, tired laugh. She was so weary of them harping
on the silly story.
'I should go and tell them the truth, that I made him marry me and
they'd let him go,' she said.
'It's such a waste of you,' said Sir Henry, sighing. 'You're not in
love with him.'
She stared at him in astonishment.
'No,' she said, shocked into speaking the truth of her heart.
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