Munsey's Magazine, Vol. VI, No. 1, October 1891Various
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Munsey's Magazine, Vol. VI, No. 1, October 1891
Various
American periodicals
As he would have scorned and loathed another man who would have
deliberately lent himself to such a scheme, he now scorned and loathed
himself, all innocent as he was. And his cousin Camilla? He felt that he
could not bring himself even to see her again.
The common talk of the house, forsooth! Aye, this was easily believable,
for had he not heard it with his own ears from the very nursemaids? The
Bournie pride rose tumultuously in Radnor’s breast. He wanted to get away
from Lorimac, from men and women, from himself, from everything that
could remind him of his humiliation.
His walk had now brought him to the fence which separated the hotel
grounds from the forest adjoining. Placing his hands on the topmost rail
Radnor vaulted lightly over and plunged into the underbrush, taking a
certain sort of satisfaction in trampling down the low bushes that lay in
his path.
For an hour he roamed on, by some instinct always holding the lake in
view. It seemed that he must keep in motion or be overwhelmed by the
wild, maddening thoughts that were surging through his brain.
He could liken himself only to Tantalus, about to drink of the life
giving draught, to have it dashed from his very lips. But in his own case
another cup had been substituted—a cup so bitter and revolting that,
strong man as he was, he shuddered at the realization of its existence.
When or why he turned around he knew not, but presently he found himself
approaching the hotel again. As soon as he caught sight of its outlines
he paused, half determined to strike off into the deeper woods. And at
that instant he heard his name called.
It was his cousin Camilla. She had been out looking for him, and now came
forward, keen anxiety on her face and in her voice, as she exclaimed: “My
dear Radnor, what has come over you? I have been really concerned about
you. Here it is almost ten and you have not been to breakfast yet. A maid
said you had come into the woods, and you can imagine how eager I was to
find you when I ventured here myself.”
She held up her gown, to the trimming of which a many forked twig had
fastened itself, shaking it at him suggestively. But he neither answered
her smile with another, nor made any motion to disengage the dress. His
face took on a hard, stern look Camilla had never seen on it before, and
if Radnor had not been too fully preoccupied to notice it he would have
been interested in observing the fading out of the smile on hers and the
creeping into its place of a strange expression of commingled fear and
defiance.
There was a moment’s pause, the silence broken only by the stirring of
the leaves overhead in the gentle breeze that had just sprung up, and by
the shrill voice of one of the Carew boys calling out—“Love, fifteen,” on
the tennis grounds. Then Radnor spoke.
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